Fucking Machine - Forced Orgasms

Last week I teased about tying Mistress up.  She commented that she might consider it if I used the fucking machine on her.  That has had my mind spinning all week.  I think about strapping her down to our cross so she can't move her legs or hips.  I would position the machine and start slowly and let it build up until she had an orgasm, then I would turn it up a little faster.  She would try to get away immediately after orgasm but would quickly melt into the waves of pleasure.  I would use the hitachi on her clit and nipples to driver her even more crazy.  I also imagine doing it in our bed.  I would have her legs positioned through the metal part of the foot board so her legs couldn't close.  Here are some images that remind me of what I want to do to her.

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My Fuckslut’s recap

Fuckslut,

Tomorrow morning, you may look at porn and edge before work. You will wear the white thong to work. Send me a picture and two things I do that you’re thankful for. Letting you cum is not a good choice.

Tomorrow night, you will want your ass to be thoroughly clean. If it isn’t, you’ll definitely be the one suffering. Be showered, shaved and kneeling wearing just the thong at 6.

Sweet dreams, my love. Xoxo!!

I got up early and edged myself until I was dripping wet and SO horny. I showered and got ready for work and sent a picture to sexy mistress with a thank you from her devoted unworthy fuckslut. based on the warning above, I did an enema before work.

I was horny all day and when I got home, I used 2 more enemas to try to be very clean. Sexy Mistress arrived and we cuddled briefly before she tied rope around each leg and then tied another one around the back of my neck, down through my crotch and up through my ass with knots in all the appropriate places. The ropes were very constrictive and then she took another rope and tied my legs together, and tied my wrists together tightly. She proceeded to tease my cock and bite my nipples until I was writhing and moaning.

Sexy mistress teased and teased and then she untied my wrists and separated my legs. She left the ropes around each leg and around my torso and told me to get dressed. Once dressed, she verified that my cock was hard and not covered by underwear and then we left. She said she would drive and we went to her car.

Once in the car, sexy mistress handed me a butt plug and said “For tonight this plug is either in your ass or in your mouth at all times. I took the dry butt plug and pulled my pants down as she drove to dinner. I wriggled around and struggled to pull the knot at my asshole aside to get the butt plug in as we drove. Meanwhile sexy mistress played with my cock. I finally got the plug in and sexy mistress asked why I didn’t put the plug in my mouth to lubricate it first? duh! Anyway, we arrived at dinner and I was walking gingerly with the plug in my ass. I was very constrained and relatively uncomfortable with all the rope under my clothes and of course worrying about someone noticing the lumps, and how I was walking. Suffice it to say I was extremely distracted through dinner. At one point I went to the restroom, removed the plug lubed it up with saliva and then replaced it and it felt much better.

Sexy Mistress and I went home and she stripped me. We cuddled and I massaged her and played with her breasts until she came. Sexy mistress let me fuck her with the rope still on and I could barely fuck her without almost cumming. She removed the rope and we fucked and fucked until she finally said I could cum. I came and came and came. I was so horny from edging all week, I just exploded and exploded. It was an amazing wonderful fun week. What an amazing orgasm. Thank you sexy mistress!!!! You are so amazing!!! XO!!!

Today's mood

Instead of posting words, I am posting pics that hit my buttons this morning.

 
 

 

 

 

 
 









Ladies, a gurl told me something very similiar to this once, silly thing…..this made me realise the importance of psychological play in her training……something I’ve embraced with a passion ever since…. the mind is far more powerful than any physical actions… A lesson well learned.

Male Slave Cage Training

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Back from hiatus

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Today's Edge - Too much for me

While I edged to this blog post, there is no way I could be the man in it.  It would certainly be a hard limit.

Bra Fitting at Victoria's Secret!
The other day when I was punishing david for overspending I made him dress in his schoolgirl outfit which included a bra under his blouse. He kept his blouse on for most of the punishment, but when he started undressing afterwards it reminded me of how ill-fitting and cheap looking his bra was. Well, I decided to do something about that, so I took david to get fitted for a proper bra this week. And where else?

Victoria's Secret of course! OMG, this has always been a fantasy of ours, to take him there and get him properly fitted, and we finally did it. Yay!

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Todays Edge - Maid Home Alone

Today Mistress gave me a couple tasks, one of which is being plugged for 2 hours.  Lately I have been using my prostate massage plug, but it's not very wide.  Today I went with the largest plug I own as soon as I got out of bed.  It was very difficult to get in, but I made it work.  It has a nice full feeling.  While plugged I didn't edge much, but I did edge to this link.

http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/01/10/maid-home-alone/

Today's Edge - Very Mean Mistress Blog

In my post the other day regarding one Mistress giving advice to the other, I have been reading some of the more experienced Mistress's posts.  While a lot of what she does is extreme (in my mind), the fact she gets off on it so much is a very hot concept to me.  The meaner she is, the stronger HER orgasms are.  I edged to the posts below.  Some quick quotes that stuck in my mind and links to the full post afterward.

Subjecting him to hours of sensory deprivation bondage on the BDSM gynecological style bed –with visits for me, every hour or so, to tease and edge and deny, use my smacking ruler

http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/07/28/further-small-increments-of-bitchyness/


Had him in his shortened maid’s outfit with his suspenders and long cream woolen socks, (see previous post), to make my lunch, clean the bathroom, do a huge pile of ironing, prepare the evening meal. Caned him several times for infringements.

http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/10/01/the-interdental-brush-invading-somewhere-sensitive/


Again, he was completely secured to the bed last night for three hours. I had him wearing his straight jacket and I secured his head gear to the bed head, along with his ankles to the bed which are in cuffs, and wearing a gag, blindfold and ear plugs too.

http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2011/12/14/more-sensory-deprivation/


He was in the bondage for over 4 hours. I visited him about 6 times and I have never been so mean... 
 I had 6 orgasms in all on Sunday and they were all massive! There is no doubt the intensity is directly proportional to how mean I am

http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/11/26/the-big-6-o/


Soon enough he found himself bound legs wide apart, at ankle and knee, head strapped into place, silicone ear plugs, funnel gag, blindfold, straightjacket and baby video monitor. And there he stayed for 5 hours. Before the gag was fixed in place I did queen him for some lovely worship of my most secret places. (twice).

http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2012/03/07/yet-more-tsd-bondage/

Another Hot Idea

http://ruffsstuff.com/tag/predicament-bondage-2/

Yesterday's Edge

I edged yesterday to a blog post I didn't expect would have any edging material.  The blog post was a back and forth bewtween 2 Mistresses.  One is currently in a D/s relationship, the one asking for advice was back in one with her husband after a long break.  She was asking for advice to get back to where they were (or more).  Here are some of the quotes that spoke to me (link to full post at the bottom).  While extreme, it was very, very hot.  Another possible "be careful what you wish for".

One question that I have for you is about the section in the book that refers to slave vs slave husband and the disconnect one must have in order to maintain the dynamic. I believe this really is my issue! I love my husband and think of him as my partner and anchor. Do you find that in your relationship with your slave that you have to disconnect from the love you feel for him as a husband? any tips on your end to achieve this disconnect?

My bitch-boy is submissive at his core. It is fundamental that I know that, although I subject him to things he really, really hates at the time they are happening, and his life is controlled, denying him many freedoms – the result is that the more I treat him this way, the more soundly he sleeps, the more contented he is during all our vanilla moments. And the worse I treat him, the more he obviously worships me. 

Yes I do shut off the dynamic and do some relaxing things together like watch TV and sleep in the same bed, discuss work problems, etc. However, even in these times he absolutely knows that I see him as my pet, my toy, my slave, my property – to do with as I wish. In the times in question, I wish for the dynamic to be off and he knows that it will be switched back on at my whim when I choose. And there is nothing he can do about it. (Except deal with it as best he can.)

However.. after reading your blog, talking with you and reading Ingrid’s book I am changing! After that first day of training and behavioral modification i felt this amazing power that I really have never felt before. last night when I had him restrained in his sleepsack and was punishing his cock with the icy hot and crop i felt even more power and his whimpering made me explode! I have never experienced orgasms quite like last night.. it was mind blowing!

A submissive will test you from time to time and this may have been a test. I believe they want things to happen that they genuinely do not like, because it proves to them that they are truly helpless and controlled.

My orgasms are huge! Its such a delight. I am not sure why. I think the fact that I accept completely that I am a cruel, heartless, sadistic bitch and that I can do whatever I want to my human toy liberates me to be both relaxed and cruel and decadent. I am not sure really.

The rest of the trip needless to say his behavior was exceptional !! Did I mentioned he was tied to that toilet for 5 hours :-)

I am not sure I am an expert but I can give you the benefit of my experience. I started by making bitch-boy (bb) wear woman’s pink knickers all the time. 100% Cotton so that he did not get all sweaty and nasty. My next step was an amazingly frilly pair of cream and pink knickers from a Sissy Adult website, to wear around the house on display when serving me. His utter shame and humiliation over these motivated me to go much further. Choices included French maid, School girl, little girl. I started with French maid.

bitch-boy is in for a very tough weekend today and tomorrow. He will be used and abused, humiliated and painfully hurt and he will be waiting on me hand and foot (when he isn’t helplessly bound!). I will let you know more next week. I had a working at home day in the week just gone. He went through a very tough time for 10 hours. I did not even release his little cock from its restraint tube. My orgasms were huge! He was very subdued by bedtime  which was very sweet.

http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/advice/

Gratitude

I spend a large amount of time relating my thoughts and more so my fantasies.  Today I want to focus on gratitude as far as D/s goes.

Being in a relationship is hard.  If it wasn't, everyone one be in one now, and so many wouldn't end in divorce.  Being in a relationship with someone that has D/s as part of their soul is another level.  As part of my submissive soul, I am a terrible initiator of sex (kink or non-kink).  I can't reconcile initiating with submission.  In my mind initiating is a dominant act.  It's not in reality, but that is how my mind sees it.

Part of any relationship is feeling needed, wanted and desired and initiating is a strong way to show that.  So someone that has initiation issues also has issues of partners not feeling needed, wanted and desired.  This post is my way of showing gratitude for my Mistress being part of my life.

Below is a list of things that I think may be a challenge for someone in a relationship with someone with my proclivities.

A room dedicated to our dungeon (less space for guests)
Femme clothes in closets and drawers (less space for our clothes)
Thousands of dollars of toys and clothes
Seeing her man in panties or other clothes
Seeing her man in a helpless state
Always hearing about my fantasies
Added time for some sexual activities
Pleasing me or hurting me without anything being returned to her

I am sure there are things I am missing.  My point of writing this is to let my Mistress know how much she is appreciated.  To let her know that I am very grateful that she puts up with the normal(ish) part of me, but also the D/s part of me.  It takes a very special person to be willing to be a dominant to another and I appreciate my Mistress does that for me.  I am a very lucky submissive.

I love you!

Ramped Up

Thursday night Mistress tied me up, beat me, teased and denied me before giving me a wonderful orgasm.  I don't know how to explain it, but every time we are intimate or explore some facet of D/s I get super ramped up.  In addition to my own nasty thoughts, Mistress came up with a few of her own ideas.  The one that really got me was her talking about having a girls weekend and leaving me at home, femme'd up, locked in a heavy leather collar and forced to sleep in a cage each night.  She would be able to monitor me with our home webcams and give me additional orders.

Last night for our Valentines date I wore pink stockings and garter panties.  That and the marks I still have on my inner thighs had me wake up on a horniness scale of "10" this morning.  I am thinking of some very naughty things this morning.  Pics below are similar to my thoughts.

If only all these pics were submissive men

I am unable to edge today, but going through my blog list, these really pushed my buttons.  It's just too bad it's girls in the posts and not a submissive males...

I don’t believe she took Me seriously when I told her I was a sadist. 

I’m sure she imagined a bit of rough sex and perhaps a spanking. 

Now she is standing there, a tack under each heel, holding a penny against the wall with her nose. 

I’ve given her the simple task of holding the position for ten minutes. 

Each time the penny drops it’s ten lashes on her lovely ass and the timer starts over. 

After the third time the penny hit the floor she asked, “why?”

So I told her, as I delivered another ten to her tender ass. 

"I love the way your body strains to do as I’ve instructed. I love how you push yourself to please Me. Most of all, I love watching those tears run down your cheeks. I did say that I was a sadist."

That is when she smiled.

"Thank You.", she said, and placed her nose against the penny once more. 

I had found a masochist.



I can totally imagine Mistress with her strap-on doing this to me.



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Today's Edge - Helpless

I've often fantasized about being helpless.  It's hard to describe the feeling, but I am guessing the guy below is feeling pretty helpless.  The person that posted the pics called it a "one hour clothespin scene" I imagine I would be hard during the bondage phase and occasionally during the scene, but I also imagine after about 10-15 minutes I would not be liking it anymore.  The clothespins would suck, especially the ones between his toes and on his rib cage.  In addition his hood is tied to his toes to force his head back.  The first 5-10 minutes I would be saying to myself how hot it was.  15-30 minutes, I would be thinking this sucks but I can get through it.  30-45 would be me starting to squirm and get pissed off.  45-60 would be total surrender.  The beauty of bondage like this is Mistress would not have to do anything other than watch.  Very little effort to totally put someone in their place.  This scene made me edge pretty quick imagining myself in it.  I am reminded of the saying, "it's not bondage until you want out" to be particularly true here.










http://zerotsm.tumblr.com/post/71942351477/a-one-hour-clothes-pin-scene-on-august-3-2008

Today's Edge - Literotica

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Today's Edge - Mistress Tips

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Today's Edge - 3 Fantasies

Today Mistress ordered me into a camisole, tight leggings at work as well as a butt plug.  Additionally I was ordered to edge for 30 minutes.  It's been some time since I have edged, and normally I would do it before getting ready for work.  Due to today's schedule I edged while wearing the ordered items as well as a butt plug that sits right on my prostate.

I edged to several thoughts.

The first was having a cathartic tease session.  The first would be a nasty messy edging session.  Mistress would have me tied down tightly and would be bringing me to the edge time and again.  Lube would be liberal, and she would also be making a bigger mess by cumming all over me.  She might gag with dirty cum filled panties, a dildo gag or nothing.  The goal would be to keep me frustrated and as horny as possible.  I actually fantasized about not any orgasm, but multiple leaks from my cock and then being ordered to clean up and get dressed.

The 2nd would be a cathartic discipline session.  Not because I need to be punished, but I'm yearning to release a ton of endorphins as well as feel helpless.  I imagine a small warm up and then a slow severe beating. In my fantasy Mistress wouldn't stop before I safeworded.  Using a safeword would not mean the beating would end, it would just mean that I need it to go at least that far.  She would beat my body.  She would beat my cock and balls.  She would torture my nipples with clamps, sharp items, and make them an angry red color.  She would slap my face or rape my mouth with a dildo.  My breathing would be restricted.  In my fantasy, I want to surrender completely.  It might even be fun to record it or do it live online.  I may or may not get any relief from Mistress.

Lastly, I imagined a total forced feminization session.  Mistress would take the role of a man or a dominant lesbian and I would be dressed as my alter ego Sophia.  I would be locked in chastity to make my cock be a non factor.  I would be forced to suck Mistress' cock, to impale myself on her cock, and to take her cock inside me.  The only thing sexual I would get would be my lipstick covered mouth or my sissy pussy.  Mistress would have me lick and suck her pussy, fuck her with her glass dildo or for an extra mind fuck I would have to fuck her while wearing a strap-on.  I would be fucking her while my locked cock and balls swing uselessly between my legs.  In this fantasy I would not have an orgasm unless it was from penetration and I would have to stay in femme clothes until told otherwise.

Since I was edging with my prostate massager in, I was very quick to edge.  I would stop, and as my cock spasmed, the plug would spasm against my prostate, and I would dribble a little.  It reminded me of a few times when I would edge, and then I would fuck myself with the plug while cum would dribble out of my cock.  It's a pretty efficient way of draining the balls with nothing even close to an orgasm.  

Today's edge

I ran accross this on a blog here http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/11/26/the-big-6-o/

The Big 6 O's

Posted on November 26, 2013by msscarlet9015

I know I keep reporting the same routine for some of my favourite days, but I just love the routine! So why change it at the moment? Apologies if it is boring.

Sunday started with bitch-boy in his pink shortened maid’s outfit which comes down only to his hips. (He had been in his chastity device for two weeks without release or removal so very frustrated and emasculated. I allowed the device to be taken off for a supervised genital shave and shower.) I had him do some chores and make me my lunch. He had none. During this time, I had to cane him twice. Each time I had him kneel on the floor, forehead resting on the floor and hands bound behind his back. After the first half a dozen strokes are over I love to continue with hard strokes at one second intervals and take pleasure in how the begging and apologies become more and more desperate and poignant. ‘Oh, oh, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, please, please, please, I’m sorry oh, oh I am really sorry Mistress, please, please, I am so sorry, please……..’ etc. etc.   I had to be licked to orgasm after each caning.

After lunch I spent 45 minutes playing with his boy’s bits while watching a foreign language subtitled TV program I had recorded.

Then it was time for some extended total sensory deprivation bondage on the BDSM bed with the gynecological stirrups. He was in the bondage for over 4 hours. I visited him about 6 times and I have never been so mean with nipple clips, and with ruler and Deep Heat to that vulnerable tube of flesh between his legs, which just kept getting all stiff and hard – just begging me to abuse it! I had 6 orgasms in all on Sunday and they were all massive! There is no doubt the intensity is directly proportional to how mean I am, which is bad news for bitch-boy – and he probably noticed while he sobbed with pain while listening to me bring myself off. (He can just about hear my climactic screams, despite the silicone ear plugs and ear defenders.)
I was feeling so good and relaxed by the end that after a long session of ruler smacking and edging, I allowed him to cum at my skilled hands. Oh my! How he needed that! Going by the explosion and emotional sobbing.
I decided on a few more Christmas presents for him while he was secured – he will not like them though. But he had better feign gratitude!

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Tried to edge - but couldn't

This morning, I was reading a post from a site I have read occasionally over the last 15 years.  It's one that guided some of my thoughts on submission, especially feminization.  She explains how she got into feminizing boys, and she had some parallels that are very close to mine.  While I was reading I was trying to edge to the article.  As I stroked my cock trying to get it hard, I started leaking. I was a mile from the edge, but the minor arousal had my prostate pumping out fluid.  I stopped, cleaned up the small mess and tried again.  By the time I got fully hard, I was leaking a larger amount, but I was still miles form an edge.  I think the tank is full so to speak.  To avoid any larger mess, I stopped attempting to edge and put it back in my pants.  I have never been a big pre-cum'er but I certainly was today.  Here is the full post http://akashaweb.com/updates/FFemwhyfree.html and some excerpts that spoke to me.

As a budding sadist, those first tender moments of honest, vulnerable male resistance were like crack cocaine. The innocent, pleading eyes. The fear of what it would turn him into. Just innocent teenagers, a boy could be easily persuaded to go along with something if it meant more kissing, or, simply, to make me happy. What boy didn’t want to be desired?

My later teenager years saw my sexuality shaped by erotically suggestive moments in two distinct groups: The totally new-romantic androgynous “pretty boy,” and the conservative bookworm and/or jock who only endured things like eyeliner or lipgloss behind closed doors. For me. And to endure these things made him feel shy, vulnerable, objectified. I was infatuated with one thing: Surrender.

Masculine men who are uncomfortable about appearing vulnerable make for very exciting feminization prey. I was totally intoxicated by the willingness of a man to explore androgyny (behind closed doors), and the inevitable embarrassment when the androgyny aroused him, despite his best efforts. It immediately put me in a position of power, because he was lost and not in control of his own sexual reactions. And, plus, I found androgyny to be incredibly sexy.


That’s when I learned that a pair of women’s panties was the ultimate tool for making a man squirm. Of course, at the same time, in my bondage exploits, I was learning that a pair of panties was also the most devious and effective impromptu gag, or could be used in a variety of tortures related to teasing and denial.

Today's Unplanned Edge

It's been awhile since I have edged.  I had no intention of edging, but I saw a few updated posts from a blog I have mentioned before.  I hadn't planned on edging, but the first few paragraphs had me hard as could be.  Within a few strokes I had a bit of pre-cum bubbling out of my cock and I wasn't even close to the edge.     The story wasn't too long and I hate the drawings, but I was quickly to the edge.  I only ready one post and am saving the others for another day.  This story was hot, and would push me up against my mental limits so quick it would make my head spin.  Here is the link.

http://strictjuliespanks.blogspot.com/2014/01/david-got-fucked.html?zx=c8d7e83e51b67ce1