Monday, November 23, 2015

A Timely Post

A couple weeks ago Mistress and I were driving and this woman cut us off.  We both yelled at her but I used a less than nice word about this woman.  Mistress even commented on the word I chose, but nothing became of it.  Not 2 days later a blog I follow had a post that was very timely.  As much as I wanted to post it when I saw it, she really took her slave to task.  I have avoided posting it until now.

F'ing B*tch

Oh boy did I have to ever punish my husband the other day!

He was driving in traffic in the city, I was in the car, and another driver cut him off. It was pretty egregious. They cut right in front crossing three lines of traffic causing david to have to brake hard, and then cut into a right turn only lane, and then went straight through the intersection cutting off another car and not even turning right! In the natural flow of traffic we happened to catch up and it turned out it was a female Asian driver (Chinese I believe). Fairly young looking. Fairly oblivious looking. david glared at her (she did not even see) and then muttered "fucking bitch".

Ooooh! He didn't! Nice opportunity for a scene.

Here is the rest of this exciting and scary post of hers...
http://strictjuliespanks.blogspot.com/2015/11/fing-btch.html?zx=63fb0399bc995e5c


Friday, November 13, 2015

Lucky Slave

Last night Mistress and I had date night.  After an appetizer and some drinks we rushed home for some naughtiness.  I got our room ready.  I pulled off the blankets, pulled the under bed straps out from under the mattress, put on a femdom porn video,  and put on my restraints and a blindfold.  Mistress tied me down and put a pair of panties over my head.  I am pretty sure they were a pair that I had  my dried cum in them, but can't be 100% sure.  Mistress alternated from stoking my cock and hurting me.  She seemed to be a little meaner, which I really enjoyed.  Mistress also bit me a few times, which I usually don't like, but I really liked it last night.

Mistress would comment on the video that I couldn't see which I found to be pretty hot as well. Mistress edged me many times and with my buzz, I am lucky she didn't ask me to speak.  I likely would have begged her to do many things to me I would later regret.  With a couple of my recent blog posts I could have been in a nasty situation.  As it was, I tried to pull the nasty panties in my mouth to suck on and show Mistress what a little slut I could be.  I really, really wanted her dirty panties from the day to be over my nose and mouth.  That would have pushed me over the edge!

Mistress toyed with not letting me cum, which would have made me mad and frustrated, but ultimately would have made me an even hornier and more desperate slut.  While last night's orgasm should have taken the edge off of my horniness it seems to have escalated it.  I woke up in my nighty (which I so did not want to wear) feeling all submissive and used.  I have some good marks on my skin.  One appears to be form a hitting implement as well as a couple marks that I am guessnig are bite marks.  I love being marked up by my Mistress.  I am so very lucky to have such a Mistress.

Here is something I read this morning that is so very true.

Why edging is the perfect compliment to denial.

You see, when existing in pure denial, it is sometimes easy to slip into that non-sexualized situation where cumming doesn’t seem important. Without reminders, it is possible to exist like that for days, or even weeks.

But with a simple command to edge (or to have someone edge you), your body is reminded about just how good it would feel to cum, and therefore the realization that you are not allowed to is so enhanced.

Even more so with multiple edges. After each one, the cock craves to be touched again, but as the hand is wrapped round that throbbing, rock hard penis, there is that sinking feeling that the end result will be even more frustration.


Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Thursday, November 5, 2015

Slut Shaming

I ran into this post this morning, and I shuddered a little inside.  I can't stop watching it...

Princess always laughs at my humiliation
This speaks to me on many levels.  The blue shimmer dress, the stockings, the pink bra, the hair with a pink bow, the slutty panties, the bracelet and especially the nails painted to match the dress.  I'm certain there are a pair of slutty heels that we just can't see.  I know he is looking at the nails on his hand as he strokes.  With the nail polish they look like someone else's, but he knows it's his own.  The reason I shuddered is I have done a combination (not all at the same time) of these things in the past so I know how I would feel.  Getting all dressed and made up, it would take a long time.  Looking in the mirror and feeling so slutty and sexy knowing what was about to happen.  Getting myself in a relatively uncomfortable position.  Aiming my cock at my face just so I can cum on myself all because I am wired a certain way.

It wouldn't take long for me to cum and on so many levels I wouldn't want to cum.  As I get close to the edge, emotions wash over me.  Knowing the shame I will feel as the post orgasm let down hits me, but I would still want to cum anyway after taking so much time getting ready.  As I started to cum I would be tempted to open my mouth, half because I want to be sluttier, but half so I don't have to clean so much cum from my face.  After an amazing orgasm I know the shame would run all over me.  I would get up and the cum would be dripping all over.  As I go into the bathroom to clean up I would see my reflection and wonder why I am so fucked up in the head.  I'd wonder how I got this way and if I would ever be "normal".  I'd also know that no matter the thoughts and regrets I had, I would eventually put myself in a similar situation again.  A slave to my submissive soul as well as a slave to my Mistress.  As I remove the makeup I would be amazed at the amount of time spent getting ready and getting cleaned up, all for a few minutes of ecstasy.  Over the next few hours I would think about what I did, the shame running over me time and time again.  Over the next few days the shame would turn to arousal and I would fantasize about doing it all over again, but being even more slutty and depraved the next time.  It's a major mindfuck to get turned on by deep shame.

As I wrote that I kept thinking of Mistress tying me this way, and after making me cum she would say "I am going to leave you tied up until that cum dries.  I want you to think about what a slut you are".  Or worse, she would unite me and not let me clean up.  My post orgasm self fighting the need to clean up.  The humiliation would be the worst.  So fucking hot...

Pic above came from this blog http://selfcumeating.tumblr.com/archive

Tumblr

I've had a Tumblr blog for a few years at https://www.tumblr.com/blog/mbbsboy

As of today I have 324 followers and I have made 4,937 posts.

I like Tumblr because it can be as little or as much as one wants to post.  I can also post things that intrigue me without having to explain them, so depending on my mood there are some fairly extreme posts on my Tumblr.

I see one post get reblogged constantly and it's extreme enough that it surprises me.  That made me wonder which of my Tumblr posts are the most popular.  Here are the top 10.

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819 reblogs (this is the one that surprised me the most)

























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417 reblogs


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173 reblogs