Ready To Burst

It's been 64 days since my last orgasm.  I have been locked in chastity for 44 of those days so far which make it a total of 108 days I have been locked in chastity in 2018.  I have been locked up 5 days longer than I was in 2017 which was my oldest annual record.  I am 48 days shy of my record for being continuously locked up.

This is a pretty good depiction of my last orgasm

Needless to say I am an absolute horny mess.  I wake up in the mornings with my cock straining against it's cage.  My mind races with erotic, humiliating, painful, and nasty thoughts.  I dream of Mistress making me service her in multiple ways while I stay locked.  I dream of being dressed up and being her chaste feminized servant.

We've been very busy lately which has limited my posts a great deal.  It has also limited our ability to be intimate.  We were able to fit in a quick-y a couple weeks ago, but it was so quick and neither one of us came so it was essentially an edging session for us both.  While we were having sex Mistress asked me when I thought I should be allowed to cum again.  I said 'never'.  That was wrong to say.  The problem with never having another orgasm makes you forget how good they are.  It takes away the desire and the desperation since you know you will never have one.  Even if I was to never have another orgasm, I shouldn't know that is the intention.  Always believing I have the chance to cum makes the tease and denial that much more effective.  So how often should I cum?  It's not up to me of course, but I feel it should be a range.  Certainly I think I should have extremely long dry spells of 2,3,4,5 months.  I also think I should be forced to cum 4,5,6 times in a very short period.  To be tortured with orgasms to where I am brought to tears and begging Mistress to stop.

With all of this mental focus on cumming my mind has been going back to something I read many, many years ago.  The post was from a Mistress that denied her husband orgasms, but when she did allow them it had to be either non-pleasurable, humiliating, mundane or otherwise undesirable.  Of course that puts all sorts of ideas in my head.  Here are some that I came up with and some that I found online.

• Ruined orgasm
• Use Hitachi on chastity device to force orgasm. Ruin it if possible.  Don't unlock him!
• Made to masturbate in front of Mistress and made to lick up the mess
• Cum on Mistress shoes and made to lick it up
• Clean my cum out of Mistress pussy after orgasm
• Forced to cum into a condom and have it poured into my mouth
• After an orgasm, smear the cum all over the slaves face and let it dry.  Don't let them wash it off
• Post orgasm torture
• Make the orgasm hard to achieve (stand on one leg, use numbing cream, etc)
• Masturbate slave with icy-hot.  If he cums from this he is a real pain slut
• Cum on or in a sex doll.  Lick it up.  A male sex doll it more humiliating
• Have slave raise his legs over his head and make him cum into his mouth
• Use electricity to make orgasm painful
• Squeeze slaves balls as he orgasms and for a time afterward.  See how much cum you can squeeze out.
• Save cum for later
• Only let him cum when he has something in his ass.  He will soon associate the 2.
• Make him cum on a dildo and lick it off
• Prostate milking

All of that makes my cock hard.  Some of those things I wrote are things I wouldn't want done to me at the time, but I know damn well I would fantasize about it later.  Being in chastity sure make my mind more devious.

Now onto some obligatory pictures that have caught my attention lately.

Dominant Thoughts

First off, I hurt my back yesterday.  Mistress decided to let me out of chastity because of it.  I was slightly disappointed, as I wanted to endure, but she likely made the right move.  Adding the difficulty of chastity to a sore back would likely delay my healing.  She did put me in a nighty so she did keep me as her slave that way.

The other night when we had some really hot sex, it started with me using my hands and fingers.  Below are pictures that have inspired me.  That in turn has given me dominant thoughts.  I have spent hours upon hours under Mistress' teasing hands and fingers.  Begging, pleading, spilling my guts all while she kept me on the edge.  I would like to return the favor some time and give her some mind blowing orgasms by delaying the release.  Here are some incredibly sexy images of what I would like to do to her.







































This last picture makes me imagine a long tease with no climax until she was a blubbering mess.



 

Follow up to yesterday

Last night Mistress mentioned she liked my post from yesterday.  It has been some time since she has commented on a post, so based on her comments, I found some additional pictures and words based on yesterday's post.

Teasing Him to Tears... Medium length true story http://monkeyinacage.wordpress.com/2013/11/29/teasing-him-to-tears/

There’s something wonderfully erotic about being helpless and having a woman happily yet mercilessly drive you crazy like this!!!! Your options are limited to writhing, pleading, squirming, begging, and finally just enduring until you end up screaming!!! If I had to guess based on this video, I’d say he’s going to get to do ALL of those and maybe MORE before she’s done with him!!!! Lucky HIM!!!!



DAMN but I LOVE this video!!!! And i know EXACTLY how this feels, and it makes me go EVERY BIT as crazy as he looks!!!!!



Applying CONSTANT and REPETITIVE pressure to the underside of the glans (frenulum; aka “sweet spot”) is the perfect way to EDGE your buddy and turn him into a moaning spaced out fucker in record time. If you really want him to go apeshit, continue to rub your thumbs over this area and up and down on his piss slit during and AFTER ejaculation. Keep doing it until he cums a second (third, fourth?) time.



Edging must include a factor of random outcome. To know beforehand that he will only be edged, then denied, will lead to the male losing hope. While this is effective at crushing any remaining hope in having control of his own penis, losing such hope can affect the quality and responsiveness of his erection, not to mention erode his mental state. If he never knows how edging will end for him (orgasm, ruined orgasm, cbt) he'll continue to hold out hope and be fully responsive.



I'm gonna hit that edge over and over. I will drive you nuts. You will be begging me real soon.



For the love of God, please… let me cum.



Once a month Mistress plays a little game:  she tries out some new and interesting ideas she has picked up on the blogs for how to make her man’s cock swell and ache the most;  she will keep going until he begs her to cum or to stop because he is going to cum.  If he makes it more than 30 minutes, she will take his blindfold off and do a strip tease and fuck him nice and slowly (until she cums - but clearly he doesn’t).  If he can’t make it 30 minutes, she leaves the blindfold on, gives him a full body lap dance while getting herself off with a vibrator (all while touching, sitting, and leaning on him).  Then, back in the cage - either way.



The position and pace are so tantalizing…



The sweet torture of her edging.  Super light touches to keep him on the edge and frustratingly deny him his release. I need an intermittent feather light touch when I’m on the edge otherwise it’s game over!



"… Ooooh oops, so sorry, it just slipped. Want me to try again boy?…:"




Edging…. hours of entertainment…. turning men into babbling idiots who will agree to almost anything for release….mmmmm


"…Too much?.. .Don't worry, it will be…"



”..Something like this you had in mind when you begged to be touched?….”



Unless he can come, driven by my moans and my spastic movements, he’s shit outta luck…  Once I’m finished, it’s over.  I’ll send him off to wash my girlcum off his prick and lock himself in his chastity device.



”.. Some loud screaming was heard through the house. Her hands was force emptying him for the 5 time that day - It was so painful and he couldn't believe it. After the 1st one she had smiled teasingly and in in her playful sing a song voice said  ”that was 1 of 12 today boy”……”



The night before last, I edged him so many times he shuddered violently each time I pulled my hand away. He whimpered and writhed so much, grinding himself against the wall, I thought I was going to lose him down the side of the bed. I couldn't see his face but his breath came in sobs and whimpers, his whole body convulsing each time I stopped. Finally, I climbed on top of him and slowly danced my pussy over his hard length, edging him at first before finally giving him permission to cum for the first time in a week of edging. The noise that came out of his mouth surprised even him. Halfway between a sob and choking on his own saliva. I collapsed on to him and held his sweat soaked shivering body and thought how lucky I am to have such a beautiful responsive toy to play with.


Of course, I'd like to return the favor.

Slow, slow, slow. You’re not going to cum tonight, but if you can surrender to me and be patient, I’ll eventually speed up and bring you to that begging, frenzied state you love so much. Would you like that, toy? Then breathe for me, close your eyes, and just concentrate on how my tongue is slowly, lightly licking up and down. Slowly, lightly, up, and down…



Stare at this for me. Just stare and breathe half as fast as she’s breathing. Two seconds to inhale, two seconds to exhale… nice full breaths… still a little faster than normal, isn't it? Keep breathing and watch. Imagine what time of day it is. Wonder how long he’s been doing this. Notice the cuffs on her wrists and the blindfold over her eyes. Did you notice the plugs in her ears? Watch his neck as he obviously works his tongue. Appreciate her stomach moving as he licks, she has that intake of breath. Continue those deep, measured breaths as you realize that this tiny snapshot in time probably felt like an eternity for her.. and that after this moment was surely more of the same, slow tonguing that will soon have her squirming and whimpering in her bonds.