Trip

It's been 65 days since my last orgasm.  Since I am also locked in chastity there has been no unauthorized leakage, edging, touching, etc.  My record is 72 days which occurred last year from January 13th to March 26th.  For me to beat my old record I need to go to next Saturday without an orgasm at a minimum.  Hopefully much longer.

I have been locked in chastity for 63 days.  My old record is 29 days so I am more than double my old record.  With this record, I am not wanting it to reset.  I don't want to have to start at zero.  I want to see just how long I can stay locked and I would love for it to be the rest of the year at a minimum.  My only release being when Mistress wants to use her cock or to switch out devices.  I want my only pleasure to be in Mistress' presence and I cannot control myself enough to not cheat.

I leave for a business trip in a few days.  Mistress hinted at unlocking me for my trip which I absolutely don't want to do.  I am not concerned about airport security as my device is plastic and the lock is smaller than the jewelry I wear in my Prince Albert piercing.  If I am in hotel rooms by myself for three nights, there is no telling how many orgasms I would end up having, and what a shit I would be upon my return.  Mistress' cock would probably be badly chaffed from all the edging I would be doing.  Instead, I want to stay locked, denied and desperate, dying to come home.  In lieu of being able to stroke my cock I could take my prostate massager and have that be my only stimulation.  Even with that I run the risk of milking cum from my balls, which would take the edge off.  Of course, maybe I could learn to orgasm from anal stimulation only.

As I imagine going on this trip, I fantasize about having my toenails painted.  Panties, nighties, stockings or other feminine attire in my suitcase.  An embarrassing toy or two packed as well.  I imagine having to sit in a hard plane seat with a bruised and freshly beaten ass to remind me of my place.  I imagine having a daily task or ritual that I would have to do and provide proof that I did it.  I imagine coming home desperate, needy and unbelievably horny.  I imagine Mistress masturbating several times a day and letting me know about it.  I imagine her cumming in the same pair of panties several times and saving it for a future gag for me.  I imagine her using the fucking machine and teasing me about how hard she got fucked while I was locked up.

After 9 weeks of being locked and denied I am loving the desperation I am feeling.  I'm amazed how my fantasies keep getting closer and closer to my soft limits and approach my hard limits.  There is very little I wouldn't do right now, and I really, really want to keep that going.    

      

          

Thoughts of torturous orgasms

For a guy that is trying to set a personal orgasm free record I am surprised on today's fascination with ruined orgasms along with post orgasm torture.  One down side to long term denial is the eventual orgasm isn't as good as one every few days.  

There are several ways that I find arousing.  The best one is a long slow tease.  Without even getting close to the edge.  Going mad because even the feeling of orgasm is so far away.  After a sufficient amount of time, some edging.  

I can't say for sure as I don't remember, but it seems the best torture is to be edged close enough to the edge but with zero intention of allowing an orgasms.  Working my cock time and again until I end up dripping several seconds after Mistress stops stimulating my cock.  The goal being that I leak several times with never approaching orgasm until I am completely drained.  

The next worst would be similar to above, but eventually allowing an orgasm, but with us both knowing that when I do orgasms, the stimulation will not stop, no matter how much I scream and beg.  I love to think that Mistress could force a 2nd orgasm to torture me again.

Now I know I would hate either one of these.  The first I would hate the most as I wouldn't even get the pleasure of an orgasm.  I am guessing it's also the way I would be ramped up the soonest afterward.  

Having zero control over how Mistress would drain me is the only reason I find this concept so hot.  Knowing that my orgasm would suck would be such a mind fuck.  

I also believe that either option would necessitate the use of a chastity device for a few days afterward.  I don't think I could resist the desire for a real orgasm until my libido got built back up.  In addition to removing the desire to cheat, it would also make me hornier faster.

Here are some videos of ruined and tortured orgasms.

Maitresse Madeline Compilation

https://xhamster.com/movies/7376911/handjob_ruination.html

The best one ever

https://xhamster.com/movies/2775417/amber_rayne_femdom_handjob_ruined_orgasm.html

https://hcbdsm.com/video/ruined-orgasm-with-post-orgasm-torture-6881.html

http://www.xtube.com/video-watch/Absboi-intense-edging-and-cum-explosion-27289371

https://xhamster.com/movies/2737244/milked_from_behind.html

https://xhamster.com/movies/2644448/heavy_tied_in_plastic_to_post_orgasm_hj.html

https://hcbdsm.com/video/post-orgasm-torture-8712.html

https://xhamster.com/movies/6710740/5_orgasms_from_handjob_post_orgasm_torture.html

https://xhamster.com/movies/2635591/heavy_tied_9_mn_post_orgasm_handjob.html

https://xhamster.com/movies/3390799/handjob_on_tied_guy_with_post_orgasm_torture.html

A hot post from Tumblr

Very hot idea.

strappedown:

Have you ever been hooked up to a “Venus” milking...:


strappedown:

Have you ever been hooked up to a “Venus” milking machine?

I have. 

I can tell you that there is never enough restraints for what
that devious device can dish out.  If
your captor is KIND, he’ll operate it at a speed that will get you off relatively
quickly, and then turn it off and untie you.

If he is REALLY KIND he’ll operate it at a much slower pace,
and carefully monitor you, adjusting the speed slower when he sees that you are
really enjoying it.  The machine is
relentless and never gets tired, so eventually it can be stroking you ever so
slowly, and continue to do so until you sort of lose your mind, at which point
the restraints and gags really come in handy. 
An extended edging scene like that can last hours. 

And if he is the KINDEST OF ALL he’ll let it continue stroking
you AFTER you get off. You’ll really get a work out then, really test how secure
the restraints are, and really understand what it means to be milked.  That is when he turns the speed up and show
you just how fast that thing can stroke you. About five minutes into it you’ll
realize that, unlike a human arm, the thing won’t get tired.  How long will it take?  When does the agony of stroking continuous after
ejaculation turn into the pleasure of a second orgasm?  Everyone is different, but the machine will continue
to pump away regardless of how long your refractory period is.

The third orgasm is the real cincher.  Drenched in sweat, exhausted from struggling,
you learn the true definition of “being forced to cum by a machine.”

So if you ever get the opportunity to be hooked up to one,
don’t hesitate, and ask the operator to “Use a lot of restraints…and please be very,
very kind.”

Follow up to yesterday

Last night Mistress mentioned she liked my post from yesterday.  It has been some time since she has commented on a post, so based on her comments, I found some additional pictures and words based on yesterday's post.

Teasing Him to Tears... Medium length true story http://monkeyinacage.wordpress.com/2013/11/29/teasing-him-to-tears/

There’s something wonderfully erotic about being helpless and having a woman happily yet mercilessly drive you crazy like this!!!! Your options are limited to writhing, pleading, squirming, begging, and finally just enduring until you end up screaming!!! If I had to guess based on this video, I’d say he’s going to get to do ALL of those and maybe MORE before she’s done with him!!!! Lucky HIM!!!!



DAMN but I LOVE this video!!!! And i know EXACTLY how this feels, and it makes me go EVERY BIT as crazy as he looks!!!!!



Applying CONSTANT and REPETITIVE pressure to the underside of the glans (frenulum; aka “sweet spot”) is the perfect way to EDGE your buddy and turn him into a moaning spaced out fucker in record time. If you really want him to go apeshit, continue to rub your thumbs over this area and up and down on his piss slit during and AFTER ejaculation. Keep doing it until he cums a second (third, fourth?) time.



Edging must include a factor of random outcome. To know beforehand that he will only be edged, then denied, will lead to the male losing hope. While this is effective at crushing any remaining hope in having control of his own penis, losing such hope can affect the quality and responsiveness of his erection, not to mention erode his mental state. If he never knows how edging will end for him (orgasm, ruined orgasm, cbt) he'll continue to hold out hope and be fully responsive.



I'm gonna hit that edge over and over. I will drive you nuts. You will be begging me real soon.



For the love of God, please… let me cum.



Once a month Mistress plays a little game:  she tries out some new and interesting ideas she has picked up on the blogs for how to make her man’s cock swell and ache the most;  she will keep going until he begs her to cum or to stop because he is going to cum.  If he makes it more than 30 minutes, she will take his blindfold off and do a strip tease and fuck him nice and slowly (until she cums - but clearly he doesn’t).  If he can’t make it 30 minutes, she leaves the blindfold on, gives him a full body lap dance while getting herself off with a vibrator (all while touching, sitting, and leaning on him).  Then, back in the cage - either way.



The position and pace are so tantalizing…



The sweet torture of her edging.  Super light touches to keep him on the edge and frustratingly deny him his release. I need an intermittent feather light touch when I’m on the edge otherwise it’s game over!



"… Ooooh oops, so sorry, it just slipped. Want me to try again boy?…:"




Edging…. hours of entertainment…. turning men into babbling idiots who will agree to almost anything for release….mmmmm


"…Too much?.. .Don't worry, it will be…"



”..Something like this you had in mind when you begged to be touched?….”



Unless he can come, driven by my moans and my spastic movements, he’s shit outta luck…  Once I’m finished, it’s over.  I’ll send him off to wash my girlcum off his prick and lock himself in his chastity device.



”.. Some loud screaming was heard through the house. Her hands was force emptying him for the 5 time that day - It was so painful and he couldn't believe it. After the 1st one she had smiled teasingly and in in her playful sing a song voice said  ”that was 1 of 12 today boy”……”



The night before last, I edged him so many times he shuddered violently each time I pulled my hand away. He whimpered and writhed so much, grinding himself against the wall, I thought I was going to lose him down the side of the bed. I couldn't see his face but his breath came in sobs and whimpers, his whole body convulsing each time I stopped. Finally, I climbed on top of him and slowly danced my pussy over his hard length, edging him at first before finally giving him permission to cum for the first time in a week of edging. The noise that came out of his mouth surprised even him. Halfway between a sob and choking on his own saliva. I collapsed on to him and held his sweat soaked shivering body and thought how lucky I am to have such a beautiful responsive toy to play with.


Of course, I'd like to return the favor.

Slow, slow, slow. You’re not going to cum tonight, but if you can surrender to me and be patient, I’ll eventually speed up and bring you to that begging, frenzied state you love so much. Would you like that, toy? Then breathe for me, close your eyes, and just concentrate on how my tongue is slowly, lightly licking up and down. Slowly, lightly, up, and down…



Stare at this for me. Just stare and breathe half as fast as she’s breathing. Two seconds to inhale, two seconds to exhale… nice full breaths… still a little faster than normal, isn't it? Keep breathing and watch. Imagine what time of day it is. Wonder how long he’s been doing this. Notice the cuffs on her wrists and the blindfold over her eyes. Did you notice the plugs in her ears? Watch his neck as he obviously works his tongue. Appreciate her stomach moving as he licks, she has that intake of breath. Continue those deep, measured breaths as you realize that this tiny snapshot in time probably felt like an eternity for her.. and that after this moment was surely more of the same, slow tonguing that will soon have her squirming and whimpering in her bonds.

Today's Edge - Edging

Today, I edged to this picture and the description.  Needless to say, I was dripping before reading it completely the first time.

What I do once he’s fully erect, is I just gently rub My thumb in circles right under the tip of his penis, like this…



You have no idea how sensitive that spot is for a man, it’s like Your clit, just incredibly sensitive. I’ll rub him like this for about half an hour. It’s the easiest way to drain a penis without an orgasm. It isn’t enough stimulation for him to orgasm, but it will push him past his point of no return again, and again, and again, and again! After 30 or 40 minutes of this, You can have a grown man crying and begging you to stop, with a big puddle of cum on his belly and dripping off his balls, and his penis still hard and desperate to orgasm. There are plenty of other ways to drive a man to that point, but this is the easiest, and every Woman should master this technique before She moves on to more advanced ones…

Today's mood

Instead of posting words, I am posting pics that hit my buttons this morning.

 
 

 

 

 

 
 









Ladies, a gurl told me something very similiar to this once, silly thing…..this made me realise the importance of psychological play in her training……something I’ve embraced with a passion ever since…. the mind is far more powerful than any physical actions… A lesson well learned.