Showing posts with label Ruined Orgasm. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ruined Orgasm. Show all posts
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Thursday, November 21, 2013
Today's Edge - Maddening Tease
This morning Mistress left the house very early. That allowed me to edge while in bed. This morning I edged to the thought of being teased until I am in tears or bargaining away my pride.
I imagine Mistress telling me a couple days in advance how she is going make me wish I never taught her to tease me. The next day she reminds me I have one day until I will be begging if not crying.
The day of the tease (a Friday) Mistress tells me to get all of the things I need to do done by noon. At noon I get an email telling me to put on my restraints and to use the small locks to put them on me (she has the keys with her). I am also told to lock the posture collar around my neck. She also has me take an assortment of toys to our bedroom. The hitachi, cock pump, TENS unit, water based and silicone lube, condoms, clothespins, didlo gag, ring gag and various hitting implements. On her way home from work Mistress tells me to pop a hard on pill as well as another pill we have as she want my inhibitions lowered. She tells me to get naked and to restrain myself as much as possible in our bed with a blindfold on.
I hear her come home. She takes her time coming upstairs. I say hi to her, but she doesn't respond. She finally comes up to me and kisses me. She pulls back and tells me to open my mouth. She puts something in my mouth which I guess to be the dildo gag. She pulls it back out and tells me to keep my mouth open. She puts someting in my mouth and immediately the didlo gag goes back in. She informs me it's the crusty cum filled panties from months ago. She also informs me I will likely be tied to the bed for the next few hours. I can get untied any time I want just by not telling her if I am about to cum, but if I don't tell her every time I am about to cum and I actually do cum I will be locked into my chastity device for 30 days without release. That's plenty of motivation for me. Mistress then lubes up my cock and strokes me for a short while and then mounts me for her first orgasm. Once she has that she pulls off and stokes me to the edge. I mumble through gag that I am close. She stops and then proceeds to use the dildo gag on my face and the hitachi to give herself another orgasm. She also happens to squirt all over my face so the blindfold gets soaked and with the gag in my mouth all I can smell is her juices. Add this to the cum starting to come out of the panties in my mouth and I am feeling pretty debased. Debased and extremely horny. Mistress then takes a clothespin and puts it on one of my nipples. She informs me it will be switched back and forth between my nipples until she is done using me. She then uses something that feels like hair ties to attach the Hitachi to my cock and she puts it on a very low setting. She leaves the room. After some time Mistress comes back. She then uses the vacuum cock pump on me for about 5 minutes and then strokes me to the edge again. She moves the clothespin to the other nipple and edges me again. She tells me that I am getting close to the edge too quickly so she slows down her stroking to a medium pace. I really want her to go faster, but she just keeps it up. I don't even get close to the edge which is maddening. At least when I get close to the edge I can feel heightened pleasure., but this is just medium, and frustrating. She alternates between edging me and going slow and deliberate. She verbally humiliates me. She tells me she wants to hear me sucking the cum out of the panties in my mouth. She tells me how she is going to make me beg to stop her to stop teasing me. She teases me about the naughty clothes she is going to make me wear every night we are at home together.
Mistress then takes the gag out of my mouth. She asks me questions that she must have found online. They seem designed to be place suggestive in my mind as well and probing deep into my past. Due to my horny state and the inhibition lowering pill I took earlier, I answer her in ways that surprise even me. Mistress continues to stroke me until I am literally thrashing. She then rolls a condom on my cock and use the Hitachi on me. She reminds me what will happen if I don't alert her if I am about to cum. She keeps the hitachi on my cock and each time I tell her I am about to cum she shuts it off. Instead of her waiting long between edges I notice she is trying to stop just as I start to cum. She eventually succeeds in ruining my orgasm. I am so frustrated. She removes the blindfold off my eyes. As my eyes adjust, I watch her take a very cum filled condom off my cock and empty into a shot glass. She proceeds to tell me that is the first one. She tells me I can drink my cum willingly or she will ruin another one with the Hitachi again in about 20 minutes. I refuse, she blindfolds me again and she leaves the room. Sometime later Mistress comes back in the room. I feel her rub something moist on my lips which at first freaks me out, but then I realize its red wine as I can smell it. Mistress strokes my cock to get me hard again. She rolls a condom on my cock and turns the hitachi back on. She informs me that I will either be drinking my cum, or my cock will end up being swollen and in pain due her continuous ruined orgasms until I comply. She tells me it would be better to do it now before the shot glass gets any fuller. She then manages to produce another ruined orgasm, but as soon as my twitching is done she turns the hitachi back on to torture my sensitive cock. I am screaming and giggling and asks me if I am willing to drink cum to make it stop. I still refuse. She removes the blindfold and makes a big presentation of pouring my latest load into the shot glass. She blindfolds me again and leaves the room, but not before putting the hitachi on my cock on a low setting.
She comes back into the room. I tell her I am not going to drink cum. She says "we'll see". She touches my lips again with something wet. It's red wine again. She goes to kiss me and I kiss her back. She releases a small but of red wine into my mouth which I eagerly drink. She kisses me again and puts some more red wine in my mouth, but in a split second I realize it's not just red wine. She managed to get a whole bunch of cum in my mouth and now there was a thick piece of duct tape over my mouth. Mistress says "you don't have to drink it. You can just hold it in your mouth and enjoy the taste, but I am not taking that tape off for 20 minutes". I quickly realize what's best for me and swallow it down while it still has some red wine taste to it. Mistress then lays next to me and uses the hitachi on her self for a couple mind blowing orgagsms. She then takes the tape off and we chat things out before she unties me.
That is what I edged to this morning. On my last edge, I stopped stroking, waited about 10 seconds and I felt a spurt left my testicles. I fought to keep it in, and was surprised about how much came out 5 -10 seconds later. It was about a tablespoon. It certainly wasn't an orgasm as it took so long there was no spasms pushing it out after the initial push. I hate it when that happens, but it did tell me I did get right to the edge.
I imagine Mistress telling me a couple days in advance how she is going make me wish I never taught her to tease me. The next day she reminds me I have one day until I will be begging if not crying.
The day of the tease (a Friday) Mistress tells me to get all of the things I need to do done by noon. At noon I get an email telling me to put on my restraints and to use the small locks to put them on me (she has the keys with her). I am also told to lock the posture collar around my neck. She also has me take an assortment of toys to our bedroom. The hitachi, cock pump, TENS unit, water based and silicone lube, condoms, clothespins, didlo gag, ring gag and various hitting implements. On her way home from work Mistress tells me to pop a hard on pill as well as another pill we have as she want my inhibitions lowered. She tells me to get naked and to restrain myself as much as possible in our bed with a blindfold on.
I hear her come home. She takes her time coming upstairs. I say hi to her, but she doesn't respond. She finally comes up to me and kisses me. She pulls back and tells me to open my mouth. She puts something in my mouth which I guess to be the dildo gag. She pulls it back out and tells me to keep my mouth open. She puts someting in my mouth and immediately the didlo gag goes back in. She informs me it's the crusty cum filled panties from months ago. She also informs me I will likely be tied to the bed for the next few hours. I can get untied any time I want just by not telling her if I am about to cum, but if I don't tell her every time I am about to cum and I actually do cum I will be locked into my chastity device for 30 days without release. That's plenty of motivation for me. Mistress then lubes up my cock and strokes me for a short while and then mounts me for her first orgasm. Once she has that she pulls off and stokes me to the edge. I mumble through gag that I am close. She stops and then proceeds to use the dildo gag on my face and the hitachi to give herself another orgasm. She also happens to squirt all over my face so the blindfold gets soaked and with the gag in my mouth all I can smell is her juices. Add this to the cum starting to come out of the panties in my mouth and I am feeling pretty debased. Debased and extremely horny. Mistress then takes a clothespin and puts it on one of my nipples. She informs me it will be switched back and forth between my nipples until she is done using me. She then uses something that feels like hair ties to attach the Hitachi to my cock and she puts it on a very low setting. She leaves the room. After some time Mistress comes back. She then uses the vacuum cock pump on me for about 5 minutes and then strokes me to the edge again. She moves the clothespin to the other nipple and edges me again. She tells me that I am getting close to the edge too quickly so she slows down her stroking to a medium pace. I really want her to go faster, but she just keeps it up. I don't even get close to the edge which is maddening. At least when I get close to the edge I can feel heightened pleasure., but this is just medium, and frustrating. She alternates between edging me and going slow and deliberate. She verbally humiliates me. She tells me she wants to hear me sucking the cum out of the panties in my mouth. She tells me how she is going to make me beg to stop her to stop teasing me. She teases me about the naughty clothes she is going to make me wear every night we are at home together.
Mistress then takes the gag out of my mouth. She asks me questions that she must have found online. They seem designed to be place suggestive in my mind as well and probing deep into my past. Due to my horny state and the inhibition lowering pill I took earlier, I answer her in ways that surprise even me. Mistress continues to stroke me until I am literally thrashing. She then rolls a condom on my cock and use the Hitachi on me. She reminds me what will happen if I don't alert her if I am about to cum. She keeps the hitachi on my cock and each time I tell her I am about to cum she shuts it off. Instead of her waiting long between edges I notice she is trying to stop just as I start to cum. She eventually succeeds in ruining my orgasm. I am so frustrated. She removes the blindfold off my eyes. As my eyes adjust, I watch her take a very cum filled condom off my cock and empty into a shot glass. She proceeds to tell me that is the first one. She tells me I can drink my cum willingly or she will ruin another one with the Hitachi again in about 20 minutes. I refuse, she blindfolds me again and she leaves the room. Sometime later Mistress comes back in the room. I feel her rub something moist on my lips which at first freaks me out, but then I realize its red wine as I can smell it. Mistress strokes my cock to get me hard again. She rolls a condom on my cock and turns the hitachi back on. She informs me that I will either be drinking my cum, or my cock will end up being swollen and in pain due her continuous ruined orgasms until I comply. She tells me it would be better to do it now before the shot glass gets any fuller. She then manages to produce another ruined orgasm, but as soon as my twitching is done she turns the hitachi back on to torture my sensitive cock. I am screaming and giggling and asks me if I am willing to drink cum to make it stop. I still refuse. She removes the blindfold and makes a big presentation of pouring my latest load into the shot glass. She blindfolds me again and leaves the room, but not before putting the hitachi on my cock on a low setting.
She comes back into the room. I tell her I am not going to drink cum. She says "we'll see". She touches my lips again with something wet. It's red wine again. She goes to kiss me and I kiss her back. She releases a small but of red wine into my mouth which I eagerly drink. She kisses me again and puts some more red wine in my mouth, but in a split second I realize it's not just red wine. She managed to get a whole bunch of cum in my mouth and now there was a thick piece of duct tape over my mouth. Mistress says "you don't have to drink it. You can just hold it in your mouth and enjoy the taste, but I am not taking that tape off for 20 minutes". I quickly realize what's best for me and swallow it down while it still has some red wine taste to it. Mistress then lays next to me and uses the hitachi on her self for a couple mind blowing orgagsms. She then takes the tape off and we chat things out before she unties me.
That is what I edged to this morning. On my last edge, I stopped stroking, waited about 10 seconds and I felt a spurt left my testicles. I fought to keep it in, and was surprised about how much came out 5 -10 seconds later. It was about a tablespoon. It certainly wasn't an orgasm as it took so long there was no spasms pushing it out after the initial push. I hate it when that happens, but it did tell me I did get right to the edge.
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Teasing
This morning's edge had me imagining being tied down to our bed. Mistress has the electric butt plug in my ass slowly (but strongly) fucking my ass. She tells me it's going to be a long night. She tells me her goal is to get as much cum out of me without giving me an orgasm. She starts climbing on top and putting my cock in her. She gives herself a couple of orgams now as she knows if she waits, she might accidentally give me one. After climbing off she give me slow strokes from her lubed hand. She ramps up the wear I start to strain and she stops. She does this 3 more times, and after the 3rd one, she notices ,y cock leaking in time to the strokes of the electric plug buried in my ass. Once my cock stops leaking she keeps up her teasing. About every 2-3 minutes she pushes me a little further, stops and watches cum dribble out of my cock. After some time less come is coming out, so she reaches for the hitachi. As she senses I am about to have an orgasm she stops and of course the plug milks my prostate some more. Eventually she can;t get any more out of me. I am begging for her to stop as I can;t take any more stimulation. She has a choice, stop or try to bring me to a dry painful orgasm. That is what got me going this morning!
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
Today's Edge - Cum
Yesterday when I had all of my femme thoughts going through my mind, one thought that stuck with me was a blog that used to be online. In that blog, the Mistress Ms. Marie made her husband dress up in women's clothes and then she made him go pump gas across the street while she watched and took pictures. I looked everyone for that pic, as while the idea horrifies me, in my current state of mind it pushes all the right buttons.
While I was looking for that picture, I found one from another one of her blog posts. In her post she explains how she ties her slave husband down with a ring gag in his mouth. She then makes him cum into a condom and after he comes she uses a syringe to suck the cum out and force it into his mouth. If I remember correctly she makes sure it's all over the inside of his mouth and she leaves the room for some time so that he is fully humiliated and docile. Here is the pic from her blog.
Well last night I came up to bed and found a nighty on the bed for me to wear. MBB joked about "sweet dreams" full well knowing that I would have ramped up dreams and unfortunately this picture from yesterday created ideas that dominated my thoughts last night. It's very frustrating to fantasize about something I know deep down I don't "want". Eating cum isn't a fantasy of mine, being forced to do something that so disgusts me is what is my fantasy.
Below are some ideas I ran across and some pics that really show the fetish in detail.
The first idea follows the condom and cum idea. Here are some pics
Then there is the idea of cum being fed to the submissive during a hand job (no lube I hope)
Or being forced to take cum from my Mistress's body
The last idea's are things to do with cum other than eating it (found while looking for the above).
Leaving slave tied up and cum from both left on slaves face until it dries.
Making slave cum in pants while out and can't clean it up.
Using syringe to fill slaves ass with cum
Having slave fuck Mistress before she goes to work. Mistress returns home with cum filled panites to gag slave with.
Tie slave up in panythose, make him cum in them and let them dry (painful to remove).
Cum gag
Lick cum off dildo.
STUPID LIBIDO
While I was looking for that picture, I found one from another one of her blog posts. In her post she explains how she ties her slave husband down with a ring gag in his mouth. She then makes him cum into a condom and after he comes she uses a syringe to suck the cum out and force it into his mouth. If I remember correctly she makes sure it's all over the inside of his mouth and she leaves the room for some time so that he is fully humiliated and docile. Here is the pic from her blog.
Well last night I came up to bed and found a nighty on the bed for me to wear. MBB joked about "sweet dreams" full well knowing that I would have ramped up dreams and unfortunately this picture from yesterday created ideas that dominated my thoughts last night. It's very frustrating to fantasize about something I know deep down I don't "want". Eating cum isn't a fantasy of mine, being forced to do something that so disgusts me is what is my fantasy.
Below are some ideas I ran across and some pics that really show the fetish in detail.
The first idea follows the condom and cum idea. Here are some pics
Then there is the idea of cum being fed to the submissive during a hand job (no lube I hope)
Or being forced to take cum from my Mistress's body
The last idea's are things to do with cum other than eating it (found while looking for the above).
Leaving slave tied up and cum from both left on slaves face until it dries.
Making slave cum in pants while out and can't clean it up.
Using syringe to fill slaves ass with cum
Having slave fuck Mistress before she goes to work. Mistress returns home with cum filled panites to gag slave with.
Tie slave up in panythose, make him cum in them and let them dry (painful to remove).
Cum gag
Lick cum off dildo.
STUPID LIBIDO
Monday, August 12, 2013
Today's Edge - Captions
I was going through my blog list which I haven't been through in some time. Normally I hate pictures that have text in them. Often times they take a picture and in my opinion, change the mood of the picture. I found one blog today that did a better job than most regarding text in the picture. As such, I edged to these fantasizing it is my Mistress in the pictures. I got pretty worked up.
Friday, July 19, 2013
Today's Edge - Shocking
I don't know what is going on with me this week. All of my fantasies this week have been on the edge of what I actually like. Today is no different. I edged to the thoughts of electricity play. I imagined a few different scenarios.
- Tied down with an electric butt plug in, and pads attached to my cock and balls. MBB would then set the Erostek to a setting and hit the "ramp up" button. She would then adjust it so at the bottom of the ramp I am feeling uncomfortable and then she would sit back and watch it go from 70% to 100% while I struggle. I imagine her masturbating and squirting while watching me struggle reminding me I asked for it.
- We also have a shocking dog collar that goes around the balls. I recently read a story where a woman tied up her man in a way he could masturbate. She made him stroke and she would give him random shocks. The goal for her was to keep him from cumming and the goal for him was to cum. I imagine the shocks would make it hard to get to the edge, but once at the edge the shocks would push me over. The other variation on this was she would use a leather strap and spank him trying to accomplish the same goal.
- I also imagine wearing the shocking dog collar and made to masturbate to orgasm or have sex to orgasm. Once the orgasm was complete MBB would give me 10 seconds to start cleaning up the mess with my tongue or I would get shocked. Out of all my cum eating fantasies this would be the worse, because I would have to choose to do it.
- Lastly we have a toy called a Tazapper. It's like a mini cattle prod, and in the scheme of things not very strong, but for some reason it puts the fear of Goddess in me. I does hurt, and can actually hurt quite a bit, but I think it's the loud noise and the visual shock it makes that makes it so scary. I actually go between teary from fear and anger when this toy is used. Fight or flight really. I imagine her just mind fucking me with it, all the while giggling. Making me admit to nasty things and agree to just about anything to make the torment stop.
Monday, April 22, 2013
Still in a mood...
Last night Mistress tied me spread eagle on the bed. Within no time I was the edge of cumming from her very magic hand. She hit my balls several times and they were very full and sensitive. She also hit the insides of my thighs lightly with some of her evil implements. What surprised me was how fast I got into subspace. My head was spinning and I was amazingly horny. I would have done almost anything she told me to do at that point. I so wanted to be a humiliated, tortured, and used. I wanted her fluids all over me. I wanted to be deep inside her and have her deep inside me. I wanted to be violated. She put my cum crusted panties on my face. I wanted them to be forced in my mouth and tied there. I wanted her to make me suck on them or lick them until all the cum was out of them. I wanted her verbally taunt me and tell me what a nasty little cum sucker I was. I wanted her to flood my mouth with her juices.
Mistress and I did discuss me wearing her collar again. We discussed her having more control over me since we are now domestic partners. She also told me I would be wearing a nighty to bed every night this week as well as panties on our vacation next week. We also discussed me being in chastity for a prolonged period of time as punishment for losing my previous collar. After Mistress used my cock to give herself a very wet orgasm, she decided to give me an orgasm, a ruined one. Lucky for me I was able to enjoy about 60-70% of the orgasm before she pulled her hand away. I don't think I will be that lucky for long as she perfects her technique.
This morning I woke up in my nighty and instantly got a hard on. It's hard to not wake up in a submissive mood when you spend your night in a nighty or something D/s related. The funny part is even with a somewhat ruined orgasm, I am still up for all of the things that were running in my head when she had me desperately on the edge. My head has been spinning in that subspace way for most of the morning. This morning I edged to the thought of her putting me in heels in our stockade and beating my ass until I safe-worded or beyond. I also thought about her making me fuck myself in the ass while she masturbated. I thought about her using my cock every day for her pleasure or to have me use her favorite glass dildo on her while I go without. I thought about being shackled with the heavy iron leg and wrist shackles while she is at work, or being femme for 24 hours straight. My last thought before I stopped edging was thinking about having my nipples abused badly by Mistress.
I love my Mistress very, very much.
Mistress and I did discuss me wearing her collar again. We discussed her having more control over me since we are now domestic partners. She also told me I would be wearing a nighty to bed every night this week as well as panties on our vacation next week. We also discussed me being in chastity for a prolonged period of time as punishment for losing my previous collar. After Mistress used my cock to give herself a very wet orgasm, she decided to give me an orgasm, a ruined one. Lucky for me I was able to enjoy about 60-70% of the orgasm before she pulled her hand away. I don't think I will be that lucky for long as she perfects her technique.
This morning I woke up in my nighty and instantly got a hard on. It's hard to not wake up in a submissive mood when you spend your night in a nighty or something D/s related. The funny part is even with a somewhat ruined orgasm, I am still up for all of the things that were running in my head when she had me desperately on the edge. My head has been spinning in that subspace way for most of the morning. This morning I edged to the thought of her putting me in heels in our stockade and beating my ass until I safe-worded or beyond. I also thought about her making me fuck myself in the ass while she masturbated. I thought about her using my cock every day for her pleasure or to have me use her favorite glass dildo on her while I go without. I thought about being shackled with the heavy iron leg and wrist shackles while she is at work, or being femme for 24 hours straight. My last thought before I stopped edging was thinking about having my nipples abused badly by Mistress.
I love my Mistress very, very much.
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Ball Beating
Mistress made me cum on Sunday and although it was a full orgasm, I am on 10 again. After shaving my body yesterday I painted my toenails. I don't think Mistress would have made me as it's so close to summer barefoot weather. I am in such a slutty mood right now, I wanted to have pretty pink toenails.
I saw the video below yesterday and couldn't get it out of my mind. The best I can tell is the man is tied face down in the bed. If he's not tied down, I don't know how on earth he isn't squirming more. His balls are bound into a tight package without being too tight. His cock is forced between is legs and is pointing toward his feet. His Mistress starts out with the Hitachi on his cock head and then immediately starts hitting him in the balls with her riding crop. While the hitting doesn't look too hard I know I would be twice as loud and squirmy as this guy. Now the real evil thing is the Hitachi gets him off in about 90 seconds and she doesn't stop. She continues to beat his balls and occasionally his cock for another 6 minutes. Since he has just cum, there is no arousal helping him with the pain. Everything is much more sensitive and not in a good way. You can hear him choke a little on his own spit due to the pain. Now while watching this, I have a raging hard on. I would be edging to this right now if I had some privacy. While it turns me on, I can also feel a knot in my stomach knowing just how much this would hurt and how much it would suck. I am sure this guy would have some bruising on his balls. That is so hot...
This is a perfect example of something that I would hate while it happened and then once I got over the shock and possibly anger, I would fantasize about it for the rest of my life. The pure loss of control, the wanting it to stop and it not stopping makes my head spin in subspace.
Try this link here - http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=wFPXF-S564-
I saw the video below yesterday and couldn't get it out of my mind. The best I can tell is the man is tied face down in the bed. If he's not tied down, I don't know how on earth he isn't squirming more. His balls are bound into a tight package without being too tight. His cock is forced between is legs and is pointing toward his feet. His Mistress starts out with the Hitachi on his cock head and then immediately starts hitting him in the balls with her riding crop. While the hitting doesn't look too hard I know I would be twice as loud and squirmy as this guy. Now the real evil thing is the Hitachi gets him off in about 90 seconds and she doesn't stop. She continues to beat his balls and occasionally his cock for another 6 minutes. Since he has just cum, there is no arousal helping him with the pain. Everything is much more sensitive and not in a good way. You can hear him choke a little on his own spit due to the pain. Now while watching this, I have a raging hard on. I would be edging to this right now if I had some privacy. While it turns me on, I can also feel a knot in my stomach knowing just how much this would hurt and how much it would suck. I am sure this guy would have some bruising on his balls. That is so hot...
This is a perfect example of something that I would hate while it happened and then once I got over the shock and possibly anger, I would fantasize about it for the rest of my life. The pure loss of control, the wanting it to stop and it not stopping makes my head spin in subspace.
Try this link here - http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=wFPXF-S564-
Monday, April 1, 2013
Long Term Edging
This morning I woke up feeling a little nauseous. When I feel this way I tend to try and go to my "happy place" which almost always is me thinking about my nastiest, dirtiest, most humiliating desires. While lying in bed I had a couple ideas in my mind and then decided to pull out my iPad. I was catching up on some Tumblr posts when I ran into this one.
It’s a common request for a girl like me to receive, a boy saying something like: “I want the longest tease and denial EVER” or “I wanna be kept on edge for HOURS.”
The problem being that boys, in the privacy of their homes, are free to email me while their cock is in their hands. Meanwhile, this clear-thinking, capable domme is reading your message, and realizing you need to be taught a once-in-a-lifetime LESSON.
Once my inescapable straps are locked, forcing your neck and wrists back awkwardly, trapping your immobile waist, so that it hurts to struggle, so you can’t even twist—you get your lesson. A full hour (no editing tricks—A FULL HOUR) of being edged, stupid boy. Hope you wanted what you thought you wanted.
An incredible, merciless clip. Be warned.
That in turn got me checking out her page. She is pretty darn creative and devious. My Mistress is a pretty damn good tease artist in her own right. Keeping me on edge, not letting me cum. She has even learned the art of a ruined orgasm. Just thinking about being restrained and kept on the edge or hours make my head spin like I just took a shot of hard liquor. It's amazing how much of a buzz I get from this kind of stuff. It's also amazing the things I would agree to do when in that teased state of mind. It's a potentially dangerous place for me to go...
Some additional images from this site http://christinaqccp.tumblr.com/
It’s a common request for a girl like me to receive, a boy saying something like: “I want the longest tease and denial EVER” or “I wanna be kept on edge for HOURS.”
The problem being that boys, in the privacy of their homes, are free to email me while their cock is in their hands. Meanwhile, this clear-thinking, capable domme is reading your message, and realizing you need to be taught a once-in-a-lifetime LESSON.
Once my inescapable straps are locked, forcing your neck and wrists back awkwardly, trapping your immobile waist, so that it hurts to struggle, so you can’t even twist—you get your lesson. A full hour (no editing tricks—A FULL HOUR) of being edged, stupid boy. Hope you wanted what you thought you wanted.
An incredible, merciless clip. Be warned.
That in turn got me checking out her page. She is pretty darn creative and devious. My Mistress is a pretty damn good tease artist in her own right. Keeping me on edge, not letting me cum. She has even learned the art of a ruined orgasm. Just thinking about being restrained and kept on the edge or hours make my head spin like I just took a shot of hard liquor. It's amazing how much of a buzz I get from this kind of stuff. It's also amazing the things I would agree to do when in that teased state of mind. It's a potentially dangerous place for me to go...
Some additional images from this site http://christinaqccp.tumblr.com/
Monday, March 18, 2013
Teasing and more teasing
This morning's edging had me thinking about relentless, evil, body convulsing mind bending teasing with no chance for orgasm. Where I agree to do "anything", humiliating myself with words until I am in tears. IT is at the same time unbearable and something I live for. I don;t know how to explain it. Here are some images that paint a picture of what I am talking about.
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
9 to 5
Last night found me tied down to the bed with a blindfold on. My Mistress alternating between stroking my cock, smacking me in the balls or hitting me with various implements on my inner thigh (no bruises today though). We chatted about my post from yesterday and she commented that me in a sub role would be her preference. Mainly to show her friend the power a woman can wield with a man and the rush she gets. MBB then told me she was going to ruin my orgasm. I begged her not to. I would rather have a full one or none at all. I did get a little lucky though. She waited until cum actually started shooting out. By then I was half way into my orgasm, so I got to have some of that awesome orgasm feeling. My horniness went from a 9 to a 5. Darn-it!
This morning's self edging had me thinking about what her and her friend would do to me if they could...
This morning's self edging had me thinking about what her and her friend would do to me if they could...
Friday, February 8, 2013
Monday, November 26, 2012
Fits and Starts and CBT
For the last month my MBB and I have been sick. We have sex a couple times, but very little D/s. D/s takes some work and effort, and I don't think either one of us has been up for that (as you can tell by my missing posts).
In the interest of getting started again I was going to write about the idea of doing some breath play, but with my cough, it doesn't sound very fun. As a back up, I have been thinking about this for some time, but haven't had the guts to post it.
MBB and I have some fun with teasing and orgasm denial. Part of the deal is, if I cum without permission we don't play or I get punished. I am also to tell her anytime I am close to cumming. This allows her to decide what to do with me. Recently she started ruining my orgasms by stopping them just as they start. I really do believe they are worse than no orgasm or an orgasm that goes too far. I have been thinking about MBB tell me to prepare myself on the bed y restraining myself. As an added touch, I would either put on my neoprene ball stretcher witch put my ball in a tight little package (ripe for abuse) or to tie my balls with a thin rope to the foot board nice and tight so they stay in one place, or a combination of the stretcher and the rope. MBB would then finish restraining me. In my mind I would be blindfolded and gagged. MBB would then tell me that I had to tell her when I was about to cum while she stroked my cock. She would get me to the edge several times. One of these times she would stop stroking and start smacking my balls. I start screaming and struggling. She would scold me saying I must not have been very close since I didn't cum, and then she explaina to me that the only way I can cum is from my balls being smacked. She advises me to tell her when I am a little closer but if I cum without her smacking my balls, she will still smack them but not until after I am all sensitive. I beg her to stop (gagged or not) and she starts stroking me again nice and slow. The next time I tell her I am close she stops to make sure I didn't already start cumming. The next time I tell her I am cumming, she strokes until she knows it's a sure thing. She stops stroking my cock and starts smacking my balls. The pain is intense, but it pushes me over the edge. The orgasm is amazing, but so is the pain. She doesn't stop smacking until the cum stops and I am screaming and almost in tears. She has done it. She has given me an orgasm, but made it terrible at the same time.
The above excites me but scares me too. The excitement is more exciting than the fear though.
In the interest of getting started again I was going to write about the idea of doing some breath play, but with my cough, it doesn't sound very fun. As a back up, I have been thinking about this for some time, but haven't had the guts to post it.
MBB and I have some fun with teasing and orgasm denial. Part of the deal is, if I cum without permission we don't play or I get punished. I am also to tell her anytime I am close to cumming. This allows her to decide what to do with me. Recently she started ruining my orgasms by stopping them just as they start. I really do believe they are worse than no orgasm or an orgasm that goes too far. I have been thinking about MBB tell me to prepare myself on the bed y restraining myself. As an added touch, I would either put on my neoprene ball stretcher witch put my ball in a tight little package (ripe for abuse) or to tie my balls with a thin rope to the foot board nice and tight so they stay in one place, or a combination of the stretcher and the rope. MBB would then finish restraining me. In my mind I would be blindfolded and gagged. MBB would then tell me that I had to tell her when I was about to cum while she stroked my cock. She would get me to the edge several times. One of these times she would stop stroking and start smacking my balls. I start screaming and struggling. She would scold me saying I must not have been very close since I didn't cum, and then she explaina to me that the only way I can cum is from my balls being smacked. She advises me to tell her when I am a little closer but if I cum without her smacking my balls, she will still smack them but not until after I am all sensitive. I beg her to stop (gagged or not) and she starts stroking me again nice and slow. The next time I tell her I am close she stops to make sure I didn't already start cumming. The next time I tell her I am cumming, she strokes until she knows it's a sure thing. She stops stroking my cock and starts smacking my balls. The pain is intense, but it pushes me over the edge. The orgasm is amazing, but so is the pain. She doesn't stop smacking until the cum stops and I am screaming and almost in tears. She has done it. She has given me an orgasm, but made it terrible at the same time.
The above excites me but scares me too. The excitement is more exciting than the fear though.
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