When I got out of bed, I had some femm thoughts running through my mind. I ran into a bunch of pics we first took when we met. Here are a couple of those.
That in turn made me edge thinking about these pictures.
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
In a mood
I'm not sure why, but I sure woke up in a mood this morning. I edged before I got out of bed. As much as I dislike chastity and I don't need it I was fantasizing about Mistress locking me up and leaving the key at work for a few days/week. I also thought about being caged. I could totally see her doing this...
When I got out of bed, I had some femm thoughts running through my mind. I ran into a bunch of pics we first took when we met. Here are a couple of those.
That in turn made me edge thinking about these pictures.
When I got out of bed, I had some femm thoughts running through my mind. I ran into a bunch of pics we first took when we met. Here are a couple of those.
That in turn made me edge thinking about these pictures.
Wednesday, June 18, 2014
Forced Masturbation with the Venus 2000
Found Online...
Forced Masturbation with the Venus 2000
From My Pet with his own Venus 2000.
“My balls are rolling with every stroke and the pleasure seems to radiate out and into the pit of my stomach… This pleasure beyond anything I ever dreamed of.”
On a traveling session, My Pet sent his plane to pick Me up. The tropical breezes took the cold Chicago winter out of My system. I prepared to put his Venus 2000 to the test.
Inescapable Bondage
I brought plenty of rope, My Leather Sleep Sack and nice locking leather straps. I wanted to make sure he would go nowhere other than where I wanted him.
With each new strap, I applied a lock. The click made him squirm just a bit more or less. The less came as each new strap took hold. I made sure he had nowhere to move!
I lubed up the electrical anal plug and inserted it in his bottom. I applied more electrical pads to his freshly shaved balls. As I started to increase his pleasure with the electrical stimulation, he began to beg for more.
More meant, lube! Once he was properly lubed up, on went his custom fitted venus 2000 sleeve. I adjusted the straps so that the sleeve would not come free, even after he came. I slowly began the machine’s suction and stroking.
In almost no time flat, he enjoyed his first body shaking release. Little did he know, that would be the first of more to come.
I wanted to see his recovery time. With the venus 2000, he quickly popped back to life. However, he begged Me to wait. I thought about his request for the briefest of moments. And you know what I did? In went…
The large ball gag. I didn’t want to hear anything else from him.
Next, I changed the pattern of the electrical fun. I varied the timing of the venus 2000. As much as he bucked his hips, he could hardly move. Soon his second body shattering eruption took place.
How many more would he endure before he was milked totally dry by the machine? While I’m a sadist, I’m not totally heartless. I did give him a bit of time to recover. I lost track of time as he was forced to rise to the occasion again.
I knew it was happening because his grunts through the ball gag grew in intensity. Playing with both the electricity and the venus 2000, he enjoyed more and more pleasure. Then inevitable happened! Another explosion of joy.
How many more would I subject him to? I’ll post his session review soon.
How many more could you take?
Forced Masturbation with the Venus 2000
From My Pet with his own Venus 2000.
“My balls are rolling with every stroke and the pleasure seems to radiate out and into the pit of my stomach… This pleasure beyond anything I ever dreamed of.”
On a traveling session, My Pet sent his plane to pick Me up. The tropical breezes took the cold Chicago winter out of My system. I prepared to put his Venus 2000 to the test.
Inescapable Bondage
I brought plenty of rope, My Leather Sleep Sack and nice locking leather straps. I wanted to make sure he would go nowhere other than where I wanted him.
With each new strap, I applied a lock. The click made him squirm just a bit more or less. The less came as each new strap took hold. I made sure he had nowhere to move!
I lubed up the electrical anal plug and inserted it in his bottom. I applied more electrical pads to his freshly shaved balls. As I started to increase his pleasure with the electrical stimulation, he began to beg for more.
More meant, lube! Once he was properly lubed up, on went his custom fitted venus 2000 sleeve. I adjusted the straps so that the sleeve would not come free, even after he came. I slowly began the machine’s suction and stroking.
In almost no time flat, he enjoyed his first body shaking release. Little did he know, that would be the first of more to come.
I wanted to see his recovery time. With the venus 2000, he quickly popped back to life. However, he begged Me to wait. I thought about his request for the briefest of moments. And you know what I did? In went…
The large ball gag. I didn’t want to hear anything else from him.
Next, I changed the pattern of the electrical fun. I varied the timing of the venus 2000. As much as he bucked his hips, he could hardly move. Soon his second body shattering eruption took place.
How many more would he endure before he was milked totally dry by the machine? While I’m a sadist, I’m not totally heartless. I did give him a bit of time to recover. I lost track of time as he was forced to rise to the occasion again.
I knew it was happening because his grunts through the ball gag grew in intensity. Playing with both the electricity and the venus 2000, he enjoyed more and more pleasure. Then inevitable happened! Another explosion of joy.
How many more would I subject him to? I’ll post his session review soon.
How many more could you take?
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
Fucking Machine - Forced Orgasms
Last week I teased about tying Mistress up. She commented that she might consider it if I used the fucking machine on her. That has had my mind spinning all week. I think about strapping her down to our cross so she can't move her legs or hips. I would position the machine and start slowly and let it build up until she had an orgasm, then I would turn it up a little faster. She would try to get away immediately after orgasm but would quickly melt into the waves of pleasure. I would use the hitachi on her clit and nipples to driver her even more crazy. I also imagine doing it in our bed. I would have her legs positioned through the metal part of the foot board so her legs couldn't close. Here are some images that remind me of what I want to do to her.
Friday, June 6, 2014
Hot post from another blog...
My Fuckslut’s recap
Fuckslut,
Tomorrow morning, you may look at porn and edge before work. You will wear the white thong to work. Send me a picture and two things I do that you’re thankful for. Letting you cum is not a good choice.
Tomorrow night, you will want your ass to be thoroughly clean. If it isn’t, you’ll definitely be the one suffering. Be showered, shaved and kneeling wearing just the thong at 6.
Sweet dreams, my love. Xoxo!!
I got up early and edged myself until I was dripping wet and SO horny. I showered and got ready for work and sent a picture to sexy mistress with a thank you from her devoted unworthy fuckslut. based on the warning above, I did an enema before work.
I was horny all day and when I got home, I used 2 more enemas to try to be very clean. Sexy Mistress arrived and we cuddled briefly before she tied rope around each leg and then tied another one around the back of my neck, down through my crotch and up through my ass with knots in all the appropriate places. The ropes were very constrictive and then she took another rope and tied my legs together, and tied my wrists together tightly. She proceeded to tease my cock and bite my nipples until I was writhing and moaning.
Sexy mistress teased and teased and then she untied my wrists and separated my legs. She left the ropes around each leg and around my torso and told me to get dressed. Once dressed, she verified that my cock was hard and not covered by underwear and then we left. She said she would drive and we went to her car.
Once in the car, sexy mistress handed me a butt plug and said “For tonight this plug is either in your ass or in your mouth at all times. I took the dry butt plug and pulled my pants down as she drove to dinner. I wriggled around and struggled to pull the knot at my asshole aside to get the butt plug in as we drove. Meanwhile sexy mistress played with my cock. I finally got the plug in and sexy mistress asked why I didn’t put the plug in my mouth to lubricate it first? duh! Anyway, we arrived at dinner and I was walking gingerly with the plug in my ass. I was very constrained and relatively uncomfortable with all the rope under my clothes and of course worrying about someone noticing the lumps, and how I was walking. Suffice it to say I was extremely distracted through dinner. At one point I went to the restroom, removed the plug lubed it up with saliva and then replaced it and it felt much better.
Sexy Mistress and I went home and she stripped me. We cuddled and I massaged her and played with her breasts until she came. Sexy mistress let me fuck her with the rope still on and I could barely fuck her without almost cumming. She removed the rope and we fucked and fucked until she finally said I could cum. I came and came and came. I was so horny from edging all week, I just exploded and exploded. It was an amazing wonderful fun week. What an amazing orgasm. Thank you sexy mistress!!!! You are so amazing!!! XO!!!
Fuckslut,
Tomorrow morning, you may look at porn and edge before work. You will wear the white thong to work. Send me a picture and two things I do that you’re thankful for. Letting you cum is not a good choice.
Tomorrow night, you will want your ass to be thoroughly clean. If it isn’t, you’ll definitely be the one suffering. Be showered, shaved and kneeling wearing just the thong at 6.
Sweet dreams, my love. Xoxo!!
I got up early and edged myself until I was dripping wet and SO horny. I showered and got ready for work and sent a picture to sexy mistress with a thank you from her devoted unworthy fuckslut. based on the warning above, I did an enema before work.
I was horny all day and when I got home, I used 2 more enemas to try to be very clean. Sexy Mistress arrived and we cuddled briefly before she tied rope around each leg and then tied another one around the back of my neck, down through my crotch and up through my ass with knots in all the appropriate places. The ropes were very constrictive and then she took another rope and tied my legs together, and tied my wrists together tightly. She proceeded to tease my cock and bite my nipples until I was writhing and moaning.
Sexy mistress teased and teased and then she untied my wrists and separated my legs. She left the ropes around each leg and around my torso and told me to get dressed. Once dressed, she verified that my cock was hard and not covered by underwear and then we left. She said she would drive and we went to her car.
Once in the car, sexy mistress handed me a butt plug and said “For tonight this plug is either in your ass or in your mouth at all times. I took the dry butt plug and pulled my pants down as she drove to dinner. I wriggled around and struggled to pull the knot at my asshole aside to get the butt plug in as we drove. Meanwhile sexy mistress played with my cock. I finally got the plug in and sexy mistress asked why I didn’t put the plug in my mouth to lubricate it first? duh! Anyway, we arrived at dinner and I was walking gingerly with the plug in my ass. I was very constrained and relatively uncomfortable with all the rope under my clothes and of course worrying about someone noticing the lumps, and how I was walking. Suffice it to say I was extremely distracted through dinner. At one point I went to the restroom, removed the plug lubed it up with saliva and then replaced it and it felt much better.
Sexy Mistress and I went home and she stripped me. We cuddled and I massaged her and played with her breasts until she came. Sexy mistress let me fuck her with the rope still on and I could barely fuck her without almost cumming. She removed the rope and we fucked and fucked until she finally said I could cum. I came and came and came. I was so horny from edging all week, I just exploded and exploded. It was an amazing wonderful fun week. What an amazing orgasm. Thank you sexy mistress!!!! You are so amazing!!! XO!!!
Friday, May 23, 2014
Today's mood
Instead of posting words, I am posting pics that hit my buttons this morning.
Ladies, a gurl told me something very similiar to this once, silly thing…..this made me realise the importance of psychological play in her training……something I’ve embraced with a passion ever since…. the mind is far more powerful than any physical actions… A lesson well learned.
Ladies, a gurl told me something very similiar to this once, silly thing…..this made me realise the importance of psychological play in her training……something I’ve embraced with a passion ever since…. the mind is far more powerful than any physical actions… A lesson well learned.
Thursday, May 22, 2014
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
Today's Edge - Too much for me
While I edged to this blog post, there is no way I could be the man in it. It would certainly be a hard limit.
Bra Fitting at Victoria's Secret!
The other day when I was punishing david for overspending I made him dress in his schoolgirl outfit which included a bra under his blouse. He kept his blouse on for most of the punishment, but when he started undressing afterwards it reminded me of how ill-fitting and cheap looking his bra was. Well, I decided to do something about that, so I took david to get fitted for a proper bra this week. And where else?
Victoria's Secret of course! OMG, this has always been a fantasy of ours, to take him there and get him properly fitted, and we finally did it. Yay!
FULL POST
Bra Fitting at Victoria's Secret!
The other day when I was punishing david for overspending I made him dress in his schoolgirl outfit which included a bra under his blouse. He kept his blouse on for most of the punishment, but when he started undressing afterwards it reminded me of how ill-fitting and cheap looking his bra was. Well, I decided to do something about that, so I took david to get fitted for a proper bra this week. And where else?
Victoria's Secret of course! OMG, this has always been a fantasy of ours, to take him there and get him properly fitted, and we finally did it. Yay!
FULL POST
Friday, February 21, 2014
Todays Edge - Maid Home Alone
Today Mistress gave me a couple tasks, one of which is being plugged for 2 hours. Lately I have been using my prostate massage plug, but it's not very wide. Today I went with the largest plug I own as soon as I got out of bed. It was very difficult to get in, but I made it work. It has a nice full feeling. While plugged I didn't edge much, but I did edge to this link.
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/01/10/maid-home-alone/
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/01/10/maid-home-alone/
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Today's Edge - Very Mean Mistress Blog
In my post the other day regarding one Mistress giving advice to the other, I have been reading some of the more experienced Mistress's posts. While a lot of what she does is extreme (in my mind), the fact she gets off on it so much is a very hot concept to me. The meaner she is, the stronger HER orgasms are. I edged to the posts below. Some quick quotes that stuck in my mind and links to the full post afterward.
Subjecting him to hours of sensory deprivation bondage on the BDSM gynecological style bed –with visits for me, every hour or so, to tease and edge and deny, use my smacking ruler
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/07/28/further-small-increments-of-bitchyness/
Had him in his shortened maid’s outfit with his suspenders and long cream woolen socks, (see previous post), to make my lunch, clean the bathroom, do a huge pile of ironing, prepare the evening meal. Caned him several times for infringements.
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/10/01/the-interdental-brush-invading-somewhere-sensitive/
Again, he was completely secured to the bed last night for three hours. I had him wearing his straight jacket and I secured his head gear to the bed head, along with his ankles to the bed which are in cuffs, and wearing a gag, blindfold and ear plugs too.
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2011/12/14/more-sensory-deprivation/
He was in the bondage for over 4 hours. I visited him about 6 times and I have never been so mean...
I had 6 orgasms in all on Sunday and they were all massive! There is no doubt the intensity is directly proportional to how mean I am
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/11/26/the-big-6-o/
Soon enough he found himself bound legs wide apart, at ankle and knee, head strapped into place, silicone ear plugs, funnel gag, blindfold, straightjacket and baby video monitor. And there he stayed for 5 hours. Before the gag was fixed in place I did queen him for some lovely worship of my most secret places. (twice).
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2012/03/07/yet-more-tsd-bondage/
Subjecting him to hours of sensory deprivation bondage on the BDSM gynecological style bed –with visits for me, every hour or so, to tease and edge and deny, use my smacking ruler
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/07/28/further-small-increments-of-bitchyness/
Had him in his shortened maid’s outfit with his suspenders and long cream woolen socks, (see previous post), to make my lunch, clean the bathroom, do a huge pile of ironing, prepare the evening meal. Caned him several times for infringements.
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/10/01/the-interdental-brush-invading-somewhere-sensitive/
Again, he was completely secured to the bed last night for three hours. I had him wearing his straight jacket and I secured his head gear to the bed head, along with his ankles to the bed which are in cuffs, and wearing a gag, blindfold and ear plugs too.
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2011/12/14/more-sensory-deprivation/
He was in the bondage for over 4 hours. I visited him about 6 times and I have never been so mean...
I had 6 orgasms in all on Sunday and they were all massive! There is no doubt the intensity is directly proportional to how mean I am
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2013/11/26/the-big-6-o/
Soon enough he found himself bound legs wide apart, at ankle and knee, head strapped into place, silicone ear plugs, funnel gag, blindfold, straightjacket and baby video monitor. And there he stayed for 5 hours. Before the gag was fixed in place I did queen him for some lovely worship of my most secret places. (twice).
http://msscarletuk.wordpress.com/2012/03/07/yet-more-tsd-bondage/
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Yesterday's Edge
I edged yesterday to a blog post I didn't expect would have any edging material. The blog post was a back and forth bewtween 2 Mistresses. One is currently in a D/s relationship, the one asking for advice was back in one with her husband after a long break. She was asking for advice to get back to where they were (or more). Here are some of the quotes that spoke to me (link to full post at the bottom). While extreme, it was very, very hot. Another possible "be careful what you wish for".
One question that I have for you is about the section in the book that refers to slave vs slave husband and the disconnect one must have in order to maintain the dynamic. I believe this really is my issue! I love my husband and think of him as my partner and anchor. Do you find that in your relationship with your slave that you have to disconnect from the love you feel for him as a husband? any tips on your end to achieve this disconnect?
My bitch-boy is submissive at his core. It is fundamental that I know that, although I subject him to things he really, really hates at the time they are happening, and his life is controlled, denying him many freedoms – the result is that the more I treat him this way, the more soundly he sleeps, the more contented he is during all our vanilla moments. And the worse I treat him, the more he obviously worships me.
Yes I do shut off the dynamic and do some relaxing things together like watch TV and sleep in the same bed, discuss work problems, etc. However, even in these times he absolutely knows that I see him as my pet, my toy, my slave, my property – to do with as I wish. In the times in question, I wish for the dynamic to be off and he knows that it will be switched back on at my whim when I choose. And there is nothing he can do about it. (Except deal with it as best he can.)
However.. after reading your blog, talking with you and reading Ingrid’s book I am changing! After that first day of training and behavioral modification i felt this amazing power that I really have never felt before. last night when I had him restrained in his sleepsack and was punishing his cock with the icy hot and crop i felt even more power and his whimpering made me explode! I have never experienced orgasms quite like last night.. it was mind blowing!
A submissive will test you from time to time and this may have been a test. I believe they want things to happen that they genuinely do not like, because it proves to them that they are truly helpless and controlled.
My orgasms are huge! Its such a delight. I am not sure why. I think the fact that I accept completely that I am a cruel, heartless, sadistic bitch and that I can do whatever I want to my human toy liberates me to be both relaxed and cruel and decadent. I am not sure really.
The rest of the trip needless to say his behavior was exceptional !! Did I mentioned he was tied to that toilet for 5 hours :-)
I am not sure I am an expert but I can give you the benefit of my experience. I started by making bitch-boy (bb) wear woman’s pink knickers all the time. 100% Cotton so that he did not get all sweaty and nasty. My next step was an amazingly frilly pair of cream and pink knickers from a Sissy Adult website, to wear around the house on display when serving me. His utter shame and humiliation over these motivated me to go much further. Choices included French maid, School girl, little girl. I started with French maid.
bitch-boy is in for a very tough weekend today and tomorrow. He will be used and abused, humiliated and painfully hurt and he will be waiting on me hand and foot (when he isn’t helplessly bound!). I will let you know more next week. I had a working at home day in the week just gone. He went through a very tough time for 10 hours. I did not even release his little cock from its restraint tube. My orgasms were huge! He was very subdued by bedtime which was very sweet.
Monday, February 17, 2014
Gratitude
I spend a large amount of time relating my thoughts and more so my fantasies. Today I want to focus on gratitude as far as D/s goes.
Being in a relationship is hard. If it wasn't, everyone one be in one now, and so many wouldn't end in divorce. Being in a relationship with someone that has D/s as part of their soul is another level. As part of my submissive soul, I am a terrible initiator of sex (kink or non-kink). I can't reconcile initiating with submission. In my mind initiating is a dominant act. It's not in reality, but that is how my mind sees it.
Part of any relationship is feeling needed, wanted and desired and initiating is a strong way to show that. So someone that has initiation issues also has issues of partners not feeling needed, wanted and desired. This post is my way of showing gratitude for my Mistress being part of my life.
Below is a list of things that I think may be a challenge for someone in a relationship with someone with my proclivities.
A room dedicated to our dungeon (less space for guests)
Femme clothes in closets and drawers (less space for our clothes)
Thousands of dollars of toys and clothes
Seeing her man in panties or other clothes
Seeing her man in a helpless state
Always hearing about my fantasies
Added time for some sexual activities
Pleasing me or hurting me without anything being returned to her
I am sure there are things I am missing. My point of writing this is to let my Mistress know how much she is appreciated. To let her know that I am very grateful that she puts up with the normal(ish) part of me, but also the D/s part of me. It takes a very special person to be willing to be a dominant to another and I appreciate my Mistress does that for me. I am a very lucky submissive.
I love you!
Being in a relationship is hard. If it wasn't, everyone one be in one now, and so many wouldn't end in divorce. Being in a relationship with someone that has D/s as part of their soul is another level. As part of my submissive soul, I am a terrible initiator of sex (kink or non-kink). I can't reconcile initiating with submission. In my mind initiating is a dominant act. It's not in reality, but that is how my mind sees it.
Part of any relationship is feeling needed, wanted and desired and initiating is a strong way to show that. So someone that has initiation issues also has issues of partners not feeling needed, wanted and desired. This post is my way of showing gratitude for my Mistress being part of my life.
Below is a list of things that I think may be a challenge for someone in a relationship with someone with my proclivities.
A room dedicated to our dungeon (less space for guests)
Femme clothes in closets and drawers (less space for our clothes)
Thousands of dollars of toys and clothes
Seeing her man in panties or other clothes
Seeing her man in a helpless state
Always hearing about my fantasies
Added time for some sexual activities
Pleasing me or hurting me without anything being returned to her
I am sure there are things I am missing. My point of writing this is to let my Mistress know how much she is appreciated. To let her know that I am very grateful that she puts up with the normal(ish) part of me, but also the D/s part of me. It takes a very special person to be willing to be a dominant to another and I appreciate my Mistress does that for me. I am a very lucky submissive.
I love you!
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Ramped Up
Thursday night Mistress tied me up, beat me, teased and denied me before giving me a wonderful orgasm. I don't know how to explain it, but every time we are intimate or explore some facet of D/s I get super ramped up. In addition to my own nasty thoughts, Mistress came up with a few of her own ideas. The one that really got me was her talking about having a girls weekend and leaving me at home, femme'd up, locked in a heavy leather collar and forced to sleep in a cage each night. She would be able to monitor me with our home webcams and give me additional orders.
Last night for our Valentines date I wore pink stockings and garter panties. That and the marks I still have on my inner thighs had me wake up on a horniness scale of "10" this morning. I am thinking of some very naughty things this morning. Pics below are similar to my thoughts.
Last night for our Valentines date I wore pink stockings and garter panties. That and the marks I still have on my inner thighs had me wake up on a horniness scale of "10" this morning. I am thinking of some very naughty things this morning. Pics below are similar to my thoughts.
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