I got out of bed and put on my device right away. I also sent her a picture to make sure I followed her instructions to the letter.
While I could have likely delayed it, I figured the sooner I started the sooner it would be over. Also my male testosterone in the morning makes me more susceptible to naughtiness. As much as I hate chastity I can honestly say I am OK with it since I disobeyed Mistress. Being punished (whether chastity or other means) resets my submissive button. I don't purposely misbehave to bring D/s back. I get insecure and my mind reverts back to trying to be a macho male. My macho male side convinces my dormant submissive mind that it's OK to disobey. I am lucky that Mistress reminds me of my place, my submissiveness gets restored and I am in the right frame of mind for quite some time.
Yesterday I was feeling naughty and wanted to show Mistress how I was feeling. I wore some fishnet type stockings under my work clothes all day. I also ran to the local grocery store and imagined what people would think if they knew what I was wearing. I kind of wish I wore it until bedtime so Mistress could verbally taunt me for being such a slut.
Next week I will be out of town for 2 nights on a business trip. I have been fantasizing about ideas to keep me D/s focused.
- Getting a brutal ass spanking before I go so that every time I sit I think of Mistress.
- A lock being locked in my cock piercing.
- Being written on in permanent marker all over my body.
- After laying out my clothes, Mistress would finish packing my suitcase to surprise me when I got to my hotel.
Now that I am in chastity the mind won't stop racing. I am a little bit of a mess right now with all of the ideas going through my head.
To finish, here is a random Throwback Thursday post.