Mistress didn't use me this weekend. We worked a bit too much and had other stuff going on, so the timing wasn't exactly great. That doesn't mean that I wasn't ready, willing and able. I fantasized about being directed to the bedroom to prepare a session for her pleasure. Blinds draw, candles lit, towels down, a few toys out. I would stay locked in my chastity device. Whether I was dressed or not would depend on how Mistress was feeling. I would use my fingers, mouth, tongue and toys to give her as many orgasms as she wanted. She may or may not tell me about how this is my new life. Serving her sexually without any regard for my sexual pleasure. She would tell me that her new goal is to condition my brain to equate her pleasure as my only reward. At some point she would be spent, she would tell me that she was done with me and that I was to clean up and join her when I was finished cleaning up. That is the fantasy that was going through my head all weekend.
That wasn't my only fantasy. After 7 weeks with no orgasm and being in chastity the entire time, my mind is a blur of sexual thoughts and images. Mistress smacking my balls, breath play, putting more and more bruises on my body, butt plugs, spending time in the cage, using the dildo gag on Mistress. Getting my ass fucked with the electric butt plug. Going back to my feminization routine. Painted nails. Using the fucking machine on us both. Mistress finding ways to use humiliation on me. Nipple torture that makes my nipples hurt for days. Panties, piss play, adding some protocols to our life., Smell training in addition to my perfume. Being smothered by Mistress. Being spit on. Having the strap-on used on me and using the strap-on with Mistress when I am locked up. Tasks, tasks and more tasks. Torture. The list goes on and on. My mind is a mess.
Lastly, there was a comment the other day from a slave that gets a daily maintenance spanking with a cane. I can easily imagine implementing this in our life. We have a cane that is perfect for something like this. I can imagine how getting a caning every morning would set the tone for the day. Sitting in my office chair with my ass burning from a dozen cane strokes. Having bruises that never go away. Trying to fall asleep at night. on a day I acted like a shit, knowing that the next morning will be brutal. I googled the term, and I came up with a term I like better than a 'maintenance spanking'. Another couple calls is a reassurance spanking. Here is his definition. They’re disciplinary in style, but they’re not punishment. That’s why we decided on the term reassurance, because they’re intended to reassure her that I’m there to spank her when she needs, whether she actually needs it at that moment or not.
Regardless of what it's called, it's pretty hot to my submissive mind.
If you enjoy reading this blog, please leave a comment. Mistress and I enjoy reading the comments, ideas and feedback from our audience. I will reply to everyone as soon as I can.
That wasn't my only fantasy. After 7 weeks with no orgasm and being in chastity the entire time, my mind is a blur of sexual thoughts and images. Mistress smacking my balls, breath play, putting more and more bruises on my body, butt plugs, spending time in the cage, using the dildo gag on Mistress. Getting my ass fucked with the electric butt plug. Going back to my feminization routine. Painted nails. Using the fucking machine on us both. Mistress finding ways to use humiliation on me. Nipple torture that makes my nipples hurt for days. Panties, piss play, adding some protocols to our life., Smell training in addition to my perfume. Being smothered by Mistress. Being spit on. Having the strap-on used on me and using the strap-on with Mistress when I am locked up. Tasks, tasks and more tasks. Torture. The list goes on and on. My mind is a mess.
Lastly, there was a comment the other day from a slave that gets a daily maintenance spanking with a cane. I can easily imagine implementing this in our life. We have a cane that is perfect for something like this. I can imagine how getting a caning every morning would set the tone for the day. Sitting in my office chair with my ass burning from a dozen cane strokes. Having bruises that never go away. Trying to fall asleep at night. on a day I acted like a shit, knowing that the next morning will be brutal. I googled the term, and I came up with a term I like better than a 'maintenance spanking'. Another couple calls is a reassurance spanking. Here is his definition. They’re disciplinary in style, but they’re not punishment. That’s why we decided on the term reassurance, because they’re intended to reassure her that I’m there to spank her when she needs, whether she actually needs it at that moment or not.
Regardless of what it's called, it's pretty hot to my submissive mind.
If you enjoy reading this blog, please leave a comment. Mistress and I enjoy reading the comments, ideas and feedback from our audience. I will reply to everyone as soon as I can.
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