I have been extra difficult to deal with lately. Mistress and I are starting to do some work together and we are butting heads. I tend to get speak in a manner that sounds shirt and harsh. It's certainly not my intention. Last night was one of these times where we got into a more heated back and forth and Mistress told me to put on my shocking collar. I didn't say no, but I also didn't put it on. She didn't press the issue, so I didn't put it on. Had she insisted, I like to think that I would have obeyed, but she didn't so we didn't test that theory. I was not ready to put it on just for the sake of getting shocked. The horse had already left the barn so to speak.
That being said, I am working from home today. I have put the shocking collar around my balls and locked it with a padlock. I cannot remove it, and it's installed before we have any issues. I can see me having to wear this whenever I am home, especially during working hours. I have such a powerful fear of electricity that I am already aware of any potential tone issues I may have later today.
The other night a comment was left on this blog in response to my request for feedback from readers. It was from a Mistress that mentioned that she would like to see me post as a broken slave. I have been thinking of what it would look like for Mistress to break me. While certain parts of it I can fantasize about, the other thoughts I have are reluctance as I know it would suck on many levels. I tend to agree with her take however that if somehow Mistress was able to get me to the breaking point, I would likely be at a whole different level of submission. The thought of enduring whatever Mistress decided to put me through, just to show my devotion as her slave is something that I find extremely hot. That's definitely one of those 'be careful what you wish for' scenarios.
That being said, I am working from home today. I have put the shocking collar around my balls and locked it with a padlock. I cannot remove it, and it's installed before we have any issues. I can see me having to wear this whenever I am home, especially during working hours. I have such a powerful fear of electricity that I am already aware of any potential tone issues I may have later today.
The other night a comment was left on this blog in response to my request for feedback from readers. It was from a Mistress that mentioned that she would like to see me post as a broken slave. I have been thinking of what it would look like for Mistress to break me. While certain parts of it I can fantasize about, the other thoughts I have are reluctance as I know it would suck on many levels. I tend to agree with her take however that if somehow Mistress was able to get me to the breaking point, I would likely be at a whole different level of submission. The thought of enduring whatever Mistress decided to put me through, just to show my devotion as her slave is something that I find extremely hot. That's definitely one of those 'be careful what you wish for' scenarios.
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