Slut Shaming

I ran into this post this morning, and I shuddered a little inside.  I can't stop watching it...

Princess always laughs at my humiliation

This speaks to me on many levels.  The blue shimmer dress, the stockings, the pink bra, the hair with a pink bow, the slutty panties, the bracelet and especially the nails painted to match the dress.  I'm certain there are a pair of slutty heels that we just can't see.  I know he is looking at the nails on his hand as he strokes.  With the nail polish they look like someone else's, but he knows it's his own.  The reason I shuddered is I have done a combination (not all at the same time) of these things in the past so I know how I would feel.  Getting all dressed and made up, it would take a long time.  Looking in the mirror and feeling so slutty and sexy knowing what was about to happen.  Getting myself in a relatively uncomfortable position.  Aiming my cock at my face just so I can cum on myself all because I am wired a certain way.

It wouldn't take long for me to cum and on so many levels I wouldn't want to cum.  As I get close to the edge, emotions wash over me.  Knowing the shame I will feel as the post orgasm let down hits me, but I would still want to cum anyway after taking so much time getting ready.  As I started to cum I would be tempted to open my mouth, half because I want to be sluttier, but half so I don't have to clean so much cum from my face.  After an amazing orgasm I know the shame would run all over me.  I would get up and the cum would be dripping all over.  As I go into the bathroom to clean up I would see my reflection and wonder why I am so fucked up in the head.  I'd wonder how I got this way and if I would ever be "normal".  I'd also know that no matter the thoughts and regrets I had, I would eventually put myself in a similar situation again.  A slave to my submissive soul as well as a slave to my Mistress.  As I remove the makeup I would be amazed at the amount of time spent getting ready and getting cleaned up, all for a few minutes of ecstasy.  Over the next few hours I would think about what I did, the shame running over me time and time again.  Over the next few days the shame would turn to arousal and I would fantasize about doing it all over again, but being even more slutty and depraved the next time.  It's a major mindfuck to get turned on by deep shame.

As I wrote that I kept thinking of Mistress tying me this way, and after making me cum she would say "I am going to leave you tied up until that cum dries.  I want you to think about what a slut you are".  Or worse, she would unite me and not let me clean up.  My post orgasm self fighting the need to clean up.  The humiliation would be the worst.  So fucking hot...

Pic above came from this blog http://selfcumeating.tumblr.com/archive

Tumblr

I've had a Tumblr blog for a few years at https://www.tumblr.com/blog/mbbsboy

As of today I have 324 followers and I have made 4,937 posts.

I like Tumblr because it can be as little or as much as one wants to post.  I can also post things that intrigue me without having to explain them, so depending on my mood there are some fairly extreme posts on my Tumblr.

I see one post get reblogged constantly and it's extreme enough that it surprises me.  That made me wonder which of my Tumblr posts are the most popular.  Here are the top 10.

9247 reblogs

5959 reblogs

819 reblogs (this is the one that surprised me the most)

568 reblogs

566 reblogs

417 reblogs

217 reblogs 

204 reblogs

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173 reblogs

Going to Regret

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Night Time

3:15 AM
I turn in my sleep
Something feels strange
I'm in a pink nighty Mistress told me to put on at bedtime
My cock gets hard
I pull the nighty down to cover my cock
My cock gets harder
My brain starts thinking about Mistress doing nasty things to me
I drift off to sleep with thoughts going through my mind
5:15 AM
I turn in my sleep
Something feels strange
I'm in a pink nighty Mistress told me to put on at bedtime
My cock gets hard
I pull the nighty down to cover my cock
My cock gets harder
My brain starts thinking about Mistress doing nasty things to me
I can't go back to sleep
I keep thinking about nasty things
I lay next to Mistress feeling pleasantly humiliated
I get up to go to the bathroom
I lift up my nighty and sit like a girl
I notice the lace of the nighty and my pink toenails
I walk out and see my reflection in the mirror
The nighty clings to my body
I wish it were warmer in the house
I wish I had the guts to wear the nighty until it's time to get dressed for the day
I take the nighty off
I notice the bra-like marks the nighty leaves in my skin
Mild humiliation runs through me
I hang up the nighty for all to see and to humiliate me throughout the day and evening
I feel very, very fortunate that I have a Mistress that is willing to indulge me and push my boundaries

Oral Worship

For the most part Mistress isn't into receiving oral sex.  I don't think it does much for her, as she is big into penetration.  However that doesn't mean I don't fantasize about being required provide oral sex or to be tortured with her pussy.  For some reason in both Male Dom and Female Domme porn, being required to service the dominant is seen as submissive.  For that reason I frequently fantasize about Mistress making me service her pussy and ass, her smothering me with her pussy and ass as well as squirting all over my face when she comes.  I dream of her taking her juices and smearing them all over my face and not untied until they are dry. Forbidden to wash them off. I think about hours spent between her legs, sometime gagged just so I can be immersed in her scent.  Mistress using her body to not only pleasure herself but to humiliate me in the process, I get hard just thinking about it.  I want to be her pussy worshiping slave.

Here are some hot examples (many, many examples)

Delaying

Mistress gave me a task to wear my butt plug for a minimum of 3 hours today.  Normally I do it as soon as possible to get it over with.  Today I will wait until I get home from work.  I want the anticipation to build all day.  To think about how long it's been.  To have everything build up.  I want to be plugged when Mistress comes home.  I want to feel the shame and erotic humiliation of the things I am willing to do.  I want my early morning horniness to go away so the shame is even greater.  I dream of Mistress making me drop my pants to show her I am plugged or to have to ask permission to remove it after the three hours.  I also dream of her making me put my plug in before bed but still having the 3 hour minimum rule.  I would either sleep with naughty thoughts or barely sleep at all.

Gotta run!

Free - for now

Mistress let me out of chastity last night.  I can safely admit that as much as I wanted to stay in chastity to beat some sort of record I am thrilled to be out.  Getting released is a physical relief, but a mental let down. It's such psychological torture.  Mistress has made sure to stay in my head today, as she sent me an email to wear something sexy under my clothes today.  I will be wearing a sexy pair of fishnet tights that I bought super cheap a few weeks ago.  I'm going to be feeling naughty and very desperate.  I love it when she is in my head.

On my previous post about "other D/s couples" I forgot one.

Mistress L - Where i enjoy collecting ideas and sharing my real life d/s relationship, mostly to humiliate my gimp slave.  Some very hot play they have.  She seems nice, but mean when it counts.

Here is a hot post.
My favorite way to turn my pathetic slave into a fuck toy is restrain him nice and tight and gag him with a penis gag. Took the blindfold off to give him the pleasure of watching my ass bounce up and down his face. His useless little cock was so hard just watching me i couldn’t help but laugh.

After i came, i told him i was going to give him a blow job. The pathetic bitch got excited, only to see me lick and suck the dildo on his face clean. 
My poor slave was so frustrated watching my mouth slide up and down, wishing my wet lips were on his cock instead…too bad fuck face, i wouldn’t bother sucking that little worm.

A few more

http://mistr3ss-l.tumblr.com/post/129849143329/my-real-life-ds-relationship-after-i-teased-his

http://mistr3ss-l.tumblr.com/post/130769626802/my-real-life-ds-relationship-forcing-my-slave

http://mistr3ss-l.tumblr.com/post/129204214134/my-real-life-ds-relationship-look-at-my

http://mistr3ss-l.tumblr.com/post/126088468214/a-nice-little-throw-back-to-an-old-pic-on-my

Silent Spankings

I ran across this the other day...

Today, we have both girls and all of the grandkids over at the house in the pool. My domina had instructed me to plant some flowers that she had bought and do a few other chores. after about an hour of working, I sat on the deck for a few minutes and watched the kids swimming. Instead of gaining her permission, I made that decision on my own....... mistake.

She came outside and asked me if I had everything done. I explained that I was resting for a few minutes and she looked at me puzzled and leaned over and whispered in my ear, " I don't recall giving permission for that". I started to get up and she quickly stopped me and asked me if I could give her a hand inside. I followed her into the bedroom and she instructed me to strip completely and lay face down on the bed. I did as instructed, fearing that the strap was soon to follow. "since the kids are in an and out, I can't punish you properly for now, but I have something in mind:. She tied my hands to he headboard and I could feel her rubbing my butt cheeks. she then went on to explain that she had recently read about silent spankings on a discipline web site, what she had rubbed on was a capsaicin cream used for arthritis. as she walked out, she told me things should be warming up shortly. she then informed me that my chastity release she had planned on for Father's Day was now to be postponed indefinitely.

I lay on the bed for about 10 minutes and suddenly felt by butt starting to get very warm. The warmth gave way to a very intense stinging that got worse as time went on. after 30 minutes, she came back in and untied me and told me to go finish what I had been instructed to do. as I finished my chores, the burning continued. After finishing, I went back to the deck and sat down to talk to the girls and realized that I could barely sit as the burning on my butt grew worse as I sat there. It has now been two hours since the application and I still feel a burning, but not as bad as before. My wife asked me which was worse, a full blown spanking or the silent spanking. I told her the silent spanking was just as bad as the aftermath of a real spanking without the pain of the spanking being administered. she gave me a knowing smile and walked away, apparently pleased with her new discovery......

One more article on it.  http://cornertimeconfidential.blogspot.com/2014/04/youre-going-to-be-sleeping-on-your.html

Random Rambling

Just some random thoughts.

I have now been locked up for a full week with a short 2 hour break so that Mistress and I could have sex and a nice nap.  I was a shit yesterday morning so I have earned at least another day in chastity.  I don't even question the extension.  I deserve it.  I thought putting myself back into chastity would be tough, but I wanted to show Mistress how serious I am about serving her, about her setting the guidelines of my behavior and how much I want her to be meaner to me.  In reality, she can put me in chastity for whatever reason she wants.  It just so happens in this case it's to correct some behavior.

It was awesome being inside of Mistress.  With my cock having no feeling other than dead air or a tight metal squeeze, being inside of her was amazing.  One downside to chastity is the inevitable premature ejaculation from the new amazing sensations.

I still have some markings from last Saturday night's scene with the rubber bands.  I really, really like being bruised and marked for so long.

Chastity downside.  I don't get to wear panties as none of them will accommodate my device although maybe that's what crotch-less panties are for.

I love Mistress taking control and bossing me around.  That's how we got the name of this blog, as she is bossy by nature.  I also take control, but I love submitting to her bossy nature.  It does things to my brain that I cannot deny.

I look forward to Mistress being meaner.  I think it's hard for her.  It's not normal to treat someone badly and think you are doing them a favor, especially when you love someone.  I just have to keep embracing the mean side and when she wants to be nice (like letting me out of chastity to shave) I need to help her be firm in being mean to me.  Ultimately it will serve us both well.  

I wish I could edge right now.  Feel my cock get hard without discomfort.  Get to that glorious place just before I cum.  Maybe leaking a bit and having to lick it up.  But no such luck.  All I get to do is fantasize about it which is probably one of the great things about chastity.

Since I am on the topic, I have spent all week thinking about being locked up for a # of days without release.  I'd like to set a personal record for being locked up.  The only problem is it will be mentally tough without a lot of effort on both of our parts, as the tease is as is more important as the deny.

My head is spinning with lust thinking about being back inside my Mistress.