Monday, March 18, 2013
Teasing and more teasing
This morning's edging had me thinking about relentless, evil, body convulsing mind bending teasing with no chance for orgasm. Where I agree to do "anything", humiliating myself with words until I am in tears. IT is at the same time unbearable and something I live for. I don;t know how to explain it. Here are some images that paint a picture of what I am talking about.
Friday, March 15, 2013
Hot Story
Here is the story I edged to this morning...
Anyways, back to my first vacation story.
That all happened before we left, and his suggestion of ass fucking moi is what got him into his first humiliating little predicament.
I told him that as punishment for that suggestion he would be first getting a paddling, and then a severe ass pounding from Adam (his biggest dildo, strapped onto me), every single day of our vacation (He usually gets it pretty hard on vacations anyway, but it was nice that he gave me an excuse!).
Full Story HERE - http://strictjuliespanks.blogspot.com/2013/03/back-from-vacation.html
Anyways, back to my first vacation story.
That all happened before we left, and his suggestion of ass fucking moi is what got him into his first humiliating little predicament.
I told him that as punishment for that suggestion he would be first getting a paddling, and then a severe ass pounding from Adam (his biggest dildo, strapped onto me), every single day of our vacation (He usually gets it pretty hard on vacations anyway, but it was nice that he gave me an excuse!).
Full Story HERE - http://strictjuliespanks.blogspot.com/2013/03/back-from-vacation.html
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Sweet Spot
Here are the pictures I edged to this morning. I sooooo wanted to cum this morning. My mind was trying to convince me that I could cum with no consequences. Gladly I did not listen. I love the feeling I have right now. Being so horny and there is nothing I can do to relieve the desire to cum. I am in the sweet spot of wanting to cum so very much and so not wanting to cum.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Awesome device
This is the picture I edged to this morning. I imagined MBB putting me in such a device and not letting me out for hours. She would make me service her front and back. Lick her toes. Feed me. Out make up on me. Force things into my mouth. Mmmmmmm.
Monday, March 4, 2013
Dress Up
Last week MBB told me to wear something sexy on Thursday. I chose a brown sweater dress and some panties. I was out of my outfit by the time she got home which while a relief is also a let down. To be dressed a certain way in front of her is certainly a form of erotic humiliation. When MBB said for me to "wear something sexy" I debated on feminine sexy or masculine sexy. I have a men's latex shirt and shorts that are sexy, but not what I thought she had in mind. I chose feminine, and classy versus slutty.
Thinking about that is what I edged to this morning. Thinking about not getting to choose what I am wearing is a mind fuck. Especially now that all of our cameras are hooked back up to the internet, MBB can see me at my desk all day. Of course my dirty mind had me take it to the next level I imagined MBB telling me to pack every piece of male clothing I owned and put it in a locked suitcase or even a storage unit. She would tell me my clothes would be returned to me one week later. I could wear whatever I wanted or nothing at all for that matter. What she didn't tell me that was anything I owned which was not overtly feminine had also been removed from the house. All of that thinking got me to the edge very quickly several times that I never got beyond it and had to stop edging before I could elaborate on it. My pic to go with this post is a crossdresser outfit I could imagine having to wear while I work at home.
Thinking about that is what I edged to this morning. Thinking about not getting to choose what I am wearing is a mind fuck. Especially now that all of our cameras are hooked back up to the internet, MBB can see me at my desk all day. Of course my dirty mind had me take it to the next level I imagined MBB telling me to pack every piece of male clothing I owned and put it in a locked suitcase or even a storage unit. She would tell me my clothes would be returned to me one week later. I could wear whatever I wanted or nothing at all for that matter. What she didn't tell me that was anything I owned which was not overtly feminine had also been removed from the house. All of that thinking got me to the edge very quickly several times that I never got beyond it and had to stop edging before I could elaborate on it. My pic to go with this post is a crossdresser outfit I could imagine having to wear while I work at home.
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Meaner
A few weeks ago I read a post that has had my mind going. It was a survey a blogger did as she was under the impression most submissive's wanted a "meaner" Mistress. Another reason that this stuck in my mind is that my Mistress (MBB) had recently mentioned how she would make a great pro-Domme because she could be so mean to clients they would come begging for more.
The Survey...
What Do You Mean By “Mean?”
Harsher punishments 98 (53%)
More humiliating tasks 88 (48%)
Longer periods of denial 81 (44%)
More ruined orgasms 73 (39%)
Longer periods of chastity 70 (38%)
More chores to perform 41 (22%)
More stifled orgasms 32 (17%)
More humiliating tasks 88 (48%)
Longer periods of denial 81 (44%)
More ruined orgasms 73 (39%)
Longer periods of chastity 70 (38%)
More chores to perform 41 (22%)
More stifled orgasms 32 (17%)
Votes so far: 183
Full article is here http://mistressivey.blogspot.com/2013/01/mean-poll-results.html?zx=ed0a1ed083d5df37
Add my Mistress' comments about being mean if she was a pro and that has kind of had my mind spinning. What would she do to other guys? How mean would she really be? Does loving me make it hard for her to be "mean" to me?
So what is mean? To me, mean is what someone else looking in would think was mean. For me being in a D/s relationship it actually means the opposite. It means my Mistress cares enough about me to treat me in ways only she could. To push past my pre-conceived limits and take me to new places would probably seem "mean" to me even initially, but would actually be a huge wow afterward. Even chastity which I hate so much has a place in the mean category. I often fantasize about things that are gross, humiliating, painful, boring, etc. When I fantasize about it, I imagine hating it, even getting pissed off, but to see MBB looking me in the eyes while she did it, as she pushed through my pissiness would be so fucking hot. To be taken to anger, fear or embarrassment and brought back from it seems so amazing. To have the strength to do that on her end would be a challenge as well. It's tough to seriously fuck with someone you care about.
Add my Mistress' comments about being mean if she was a pro and that has kind of had my mind spinning. What would she do to other guys? How mean would she really be? Does loving me make it hard for her to be "mean" to me?
So what is mean? To me, mean is what someone else looking in would think was mean. For me being in a D/s relationship it actually means the opposite. It means my Mistress cares enough about me to treat me in ways only she could. To push past my pre-conceived limits and take me to new places would probably seem "mean" to me even initially, but would actually be a huge wow afterward. Even chastity which I hate so much has a place in the mean category. I often fantasize about things that are gross, humiliating, painful, boring, etc. When I fantasize about it, I imagine hating it, even getting pissed off, but to see MBB looking me in the eyes while she did it, as she pushed through my pissiness would be so fucking hot. To be taken to anger, fear or embarrassment and brought back from it seems so amazing. To have the strength to do that on her end would be a challenge as well. It's tough to seriously fuck with someone you care about.
All of that being said, I have a raging hard on just writing about all of this.
Friday, February 22, 2013
Fucking Machine
Yesterday's edge had me thinking about all of the possibilities of our fucking machine. Too bad there aren't more ideas of submissive guys having to endure such torture.
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Venus 2000
Today's edging had me thinking about the most diabolical machine for orgasm/tease torture. Just like the machine, I got to the edge very quickly this morning.
Some random online images...
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Some random online images...
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Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Switcharoo
Today's edging exercise had me thinking about what I would do if my Mistress liked to switch or decided she was actually submissive. Things I fantasized about.
Deciding on what she would wear on some days to work (stockings and heels).
Make her wear a corset one day to work.
Short skirts on weekends.
Tying her to the bed and alternating between teasing and several forced orgasms.
Have sex with her on the website where people can watch.
Make her masturbate in front of others from her PC.
Cane her until she safe-worded. She is very, very stubborn so that could produce some nice bruising.
Predicament Bondage.
Make her use her mouth to clean off toys she just came on.
Ball Gags, and ring gags.
Remote control toys while we are out at dinner.
Breath play and choking while having sex.
Switching weeks of who is in control. I could see it escalating week to week, getting even and such.
Take her to see a pro Domme
I think it would be easier for me to initiate sex if I was the on in "control". As a submissive I don't feel it's my place, and I know that causes us some issues.
Deciding on what she would wear on some days to work (stockings and heels).
Make her wear a corset one day to work.
Short skirts on weekends.
Tying her to the bed and alternating between teasing and several forced orgasms.
Have sex with her on the website where people can watch.
Make her masturbate in front of others from her PC.
Cane her until she safe-worded. She is very, very stubborn so that could produce some nice bruising.
Predicament Bondage.
Make her use her mouth to clean off toys she just came on.
Ball Gags, and ring gags.
Remote control toys while we are out at dinner.
Breath play and choking while having sex.
Switching weeks of who is in control. I could see it escalating week to week, getting even and such.
Take her to see a pro Domme
I think it would be easier for me to initiate sex if I was the on in "control". As a submissive I don't feel it's my place, and I know that causes us some issues.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Predicament Bondage
This morning's edging had me fantasizing about predicament bondage.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Predicament_bondage
It's such a mind fuck to have to choose between to situations, neither which is pleasurable. I can think of so many ideas, I'm surprised I can't find more pictures.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Predicament_bondage
It's such a mind fuck to have to choose between to situations, neither which is pleasurable. I can think of so many ideas, I'm surprised I can't find more pictures.
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