Quick Fantasy

I hadn't really planned on posting today as I have been very busy.  However I did see one Tumblr post that spoke to me (below).  I imagine Mistress making me dress like these women including my breast forms, wig, make-up etc.  She would make me set up my phone video camera and she would instruct me to copy the pics below.  I imagine attaching the cup to a mirror in our closet or basement, our shower door or of I wouldn't chicken out, our back door.  She would set a time for me to duplicate each picture (like 2-3 minutes for each, or longer if she wanted to be extra mean).  She might have me set the camera on the other side of the glass.  She might make me put a condom on it and impale myself in the ass.  The last one is extra naughty because it appears to be in a public restroom. Either way, these pictures were hot to me and made me want to be these women.

Chastity & Sex

Well I would not have guessed this.  I have been having chastity fantasies.  The last couple times I have been in chastity have been positive.  I have a Mistress that cares for me and about me while I am in chastity.  It's amazing how a random comment and an occasional tease goes a long way.  Positive experiences like this will go a long way and will likely have we begging for chastity in the future.  That got me thinking about still being sexual while my cock is locked up.  These is something so hot about having sex and pleasing my Mistress all while my cock can't feel a thing.  These images came to mind.

This first image is the most powerful.  It shows just how hard the guy is.  She is rubbing his prostate gland from the outside.  I'm betting if she keeps going long enough, he will eventually have an orgasm without his cock ever being touched.

Dominant Thoughts

First off, I hurt my back yesterday.  Mistress decided to let me out of chastity because of it.  I was slightly disappointed, as I wanted to endure, but she likely made the right move.  Adding the difficulty of chastity to a sore back would likely delay my healing.  She did put me in a nighty so she did keep me as her slave that way.

The other night when we had some really hot sex, it started with me using my hands and fingers.  Below are pictures that have inspired me.  That in turn has given me dominant thoughts.  I have spent hours upon hours under Mistress' teasing hands and fingers.  Begging, pleading, spilling my guts all while she kept me on the edge.  I would like to return the favor some time and give her some mind blowing orgasms by delaying the release.  Here are some incredibly sexy images of what I would like to do to her.







































This last picture makes me imagine a long tease with no climax until she was a blubbering mess.



 

Getting worked up

So I have now slept in chastity and a nighty for the last 2 nights.  Mistress teased me a bit last night and threatened to tease me some more tonight, but without taking my device off.  Would that be uncomfortable? Yes.  Would it be as hot as hell?  Yes!

On top of that I cleaned up and rearranged our dungeon.  It's weird doing that as I forgot some of the things we have.  Seeing them all again gets some ideas going.

We have the black version of this.  It's strict and devious.  I imagine being in it and Mistress' pussy inches away from my nose and mouth while she brings herself to orgasm.



We have 2 sets of these.  One in black and the other in sissy pink.  They are designed to lock high heels on the wearer so they can't be removed.  No cheating with these.



I am shuch a shoe whore. I imagine Mistress doing this to me after a night we are out or after a long day of work.  Forced to smell her feet and falling deep into subspace.  There is something called "scent training" that is very powerful.

We also have a sensory deprivation hood very similar to below.  It has a soft, but substantial gag.  Coupled with some white noise through a pair of headphones and there is no telling where you are or for how long you've been there.  It's also nice because the padded blindfold and the gag can be removed to be used separately.

  

The next one scares the shit out of me.  It's the clothespin zipper.  I have even gone the next step and converted a rotisserie from an old grill to slowly automate the process of ripping them off.  I'm sure I will regret doing that sometime in the future.  I've even devised a way of being able to use the rotisserie alone but haven't got the guts to do it.

 

The other thing that scares the shit out of me.  Electric shocking.  Here you see 2 devices we own, and that I hate.  That being said, the fear they put into me makes me very, very agreeable.  It's one of the few things that will make meg beg as well as put the "fight or flight" response into me.

Breath play.  I ran into a plastic bag we use for breath play.  I also have a gas mask that the intake can be blocked.  I also ran into some swimmer's nose plugs which when combined with duct tape is very effective at breath control.  

I also ran into some plastic syringes that make me think of this.

Lastly, I wanted to comment on my chastity.  While I wish I weren't in it (as usual), I'm really, really enjoying everything that goes through my mind while I am locked up.  I like the idea of Mistress being mean to me.  I like the idea of her thinking of ways to push my buttons, frustrate me and even making me mad in a D/s context.  I fantasize about her thinking "how can I be meaner or how can I humiliate him today'?  I am so worked up right now.  

Additional Security

I have been experimenting with chastity for about 12 or 13 years.  I have gone through 2 or 3 plastic devices which I still have as well as one very expensive steel device.  In theory chastity should have 2 main components, comfort and security (some also use chastity to prevent erections).  I made the move from plastic to steel 5 and a half years ago to get more comfort and to increase security.  6 years ago I got a prince albert piercing.  The only reason I got it was because I wanted my chastity to be as secure as possible.  There are 2 main styles of chastity.  The one pictured below is supposedly secure and hard to cheat, but in my opinion not very practical for 24/7 wear over multiple days.

secure but not practical

My device is commonly referred to as a "ball trap" device.  While it's more practical, for most men there is a little less security due to the changes the male genitals go through.  To have a very secure device everything needs to be tight while soft, but when the man gets hard and everything enlarges this can become painful and possibly even dangerous.  In my case, my device is 90% secure.  If I really wanted to I could employ the technique of pulling back and out of the device.  I don't do that for a few reasons.  1st off is trust.  Why wear a device if I'm going to cheat.  2nd, it's still attached to my balls, so while my cock can be out, my balls are still locked up.  3rd, if I accidentally came with it on, I would so want to be out of it due to sub drop.

My device came with a prince albert "lock".  Ever since I got my device I have not worn the lock with the device as it would pinch terribly several times a day.  So while I have been locked, and I haven't cheated, in my mind I never felt truly locked.  With Mistress starting me on a path of increasing chastity, I wanted to make sure I was 100% secure.  The last 4 days I was in chastity I was able to insert the lock into my piercing and practice with the lock.  I didn't have access to the key,, but the lock is tight so I was able to figure out a way to make it secure without it pinching me.  Yesterday when I went into chastity I forgot about this additional lock.  While putting away clothes later in the day I ran into the place Mistress hid the key.  Since I am committed to being her chastity slave, and I want to feel 100% owned, I got the additional lock and locked it on.  I now sit here with my head feeling a little sub-space knowing I can only get out with permission or bolt cutters.

The U-shaped lock goes through my piercing to prevent pull out.  

Mistress keeps pushing.  I am required to wear my collar again and last night she made me put on a nighty.  With me being in chastity, I really didn't want to sleep in anything but my device.  Internally I fought it, but I did as I was told.  While I didn't want to wear it, every time I felt it and especially this morning I felt very owned and very content.  Being told to do something I don't want to do is initially a challenge and then a reward.  I say all of that to encourage Mistress to keep turning the screws on me.    I slept fairly well last night so either I am becoming accustomed to chastity or my libido isn't yet ramped up.  Either way I am in submissive heaven right now.

Today's inspiration