Flipped Switch

My blog post from Friday has given Mistress and I a bit of a kick start.  The nighty rule is back in force.  I have spent the last 2 nights wearing a nighty.  I also put on a small spray of perfume yesterday and Mistress reacted so positively to it I gave myself a full spray this morning.  As I sit here typing this post, my nostrils are filling me with the feminine scent and my brain is spinning.

Yesterday Mistress and I had some of the best sex we've had in quite a while.  I gave her countless orgasms and she soaked the sheets from her orgasms.  At first Mistress wanted me to cum, but I resisted long enough to where she could see the benefit in keeping me denied for the time being and hopefully for quite a bit more.  The hormones running through my system this morning have me in such a mood I'm pretty much helpless right now.

I have been ordered to dress feminine tomorrow.  I haven't been dressed feminine for nearly 2 months.  I am excited about it and am really looking forward to the erotic humiliation that comes with me being feminized.  Typing this paragraph has my cock so hard right now.

Ever since yesterday afternoon, my mind has been racing.  All I can think of is pleasuring Mistress in addition to being tormented.  I can't get the idea of being helpless for hours while Mistress has multiple orgasms.  In my morning grogginess as I tried to wake up I had a series of thoughts running through my mind.  The topic was "restrictions".  I thought of all the ways a slave can be restricted.  Here are some of those thoughts.

• restricted movement with bondage
• restricted to the cage
• restricted in a straight jacket
• restricted form speaking without being spoken to
• restricted to panties
• restricted to other clothes
• restricted to no clothes
• restricted from seeing with a blindfold
• restricted from speaking with a gag
• restricted from hearing with white noise
• restricted from feeling my cock with chastity
• restricted from sitting on furniture
• restricted breathing with a plastic bag over my head
• restricted to only using my fingers and mouth on Mistress's pussy
• restricted to sleeping restrained or on the floor
• restricted to eating all ejaculations
• restricted to anal orgasms
• restricted to cumming in humiliating ways

Lastly I have also been fantasizing about teasing and pleasuring Mistress.  She recently got a taste of me stopping her from orgasm just before she would cum.  I was able to hold her off a few times before giving her an even better orgasm.  There is a concept called "pleasure torture" and I so want to do this to Mistress.  Here are some pictures of what I would like to do.

A Dream

Sorry for the delay in any postings.  This time of year is by far the busiest for us.  D/s is not on the back burner, it's on the counter.  That being said, my submissive side is starting to make itself known to me again after a long hiatus.  Keeping my Tumblr feed updated has been good for my imagination.

What prompts this post is a dream I had last night.  Now I don't remember my dreams that often.  Sexual dreams are even more rare and D/s dreams are bar far the rarest.  Last night I had a D/s dream.  As best as I can remember, I was in a very plush bed and bedroom, more of a boudoir.

Dream bed was bigger and plusher, but the decor similar.

I found myself tied to the bed by a woman I didn't know.  I was being teased.  Not teased in an overtly sexual kind of way, but more of a not being touched kind of way.  Mistress was there as well.  Initially in a plush chair next to the bed and eventually in the bed with me and this other woman.  And women.  It turns out there was many woman here and it seems Mistress was either teaching them D/s or she was using them to torment me.  I was tied and re-tied many times by these women.  Mistress would have them sit on my face with their panties on and smother me so I couldn't breathe.  Mistress would instruct them on how to tie me.  She also had them lock me in a chastity device so that I couldn't receive any real pleasure.  The woman were into each other as well so that was also a good part of my dream.

All in all I don't remember much of the dream, but figured it was a pretty good reason to make a post.        

Locked, Plugged and Dressed

I sit at my desk this morning with my ass plugged and my cock locked in up in chastity.  Since it is now spring, I am wearing lace boy shorts, a white blouse, white skirt with a floral pattern and high 6" strappy pumps.  My head is spinning with desire.  If there was any way to stroke my cock right now I don;t think I could resist the temptation.

On Sunday Mistress informed me that I would be locked in chastity along with having to wear a butt plug for 2 hours every day of her period.  I can see this becoming a monthly ritual and I hate to admit that I like it.  Having scheduled torments for to endure are a pretty hot idea.  Mistress can tease me days in advance that she will be starting her period and that I will be locked up and plugged soon.  All that I am missing is something phallic in my mouth :-)

I half woke up about 30 minutes before I got out of bed, tossing and turning hoping to go back to sleep.  With my cock straining against my device, I had no real hope of falling back to sleep.  My mind was racing with naughty thoughts.  I imagined Mistress making me dress up and take a ride in her car.  I imagined being locked in the cage to remind me of my place.  I imagined Mistress making me walk in these heels on our treadmill.

It's not been 67 days since my last orgasm.  My mind has been filled with extreme ways of making my next orgasm as unenjoyable as possible.   I imagine being edged and edged over again until I am bucking at my hips. I imagine just being allowed to dribble until I am dry.

If that happened I technically still wouldn't have had an orgasm.  I imagine Mistress making me cum, but not stopping stimulation until no matter how much I begged.

Lastly I fantasized about her making me clean very single drop up in as humiliating and disgusting way as possible.  Licking every drop off her body, especially after it has cooled and I have come down from the height of pleasure.  

I am certain that eating my cum after such a long denial period will be the worst part of it all.  It will also be the part I play back in my mind over and over again.  Some of the worst things ever done to me are the best!

  

   

Mistress' Fantasy

The other night before bed, Mistress asked me if I would ever consider having a threesome with a transsexual.  Mistress knows I have fantasies of threesomes, but my fantasies of threesomes are with 2 girls and a guy (me).  Don't blame me for this, I was born this way.  I have my "deviations", but bisexuality isn't one of them.  I have no problem with gay sex or transsexuals, it's just not for me.

Now Mistress has been with women.  She likes for me to be dressed up as a woman and some of our best sexual scenes have been with me in full feminine attire including full makeup and a wig in addition to women's clothes.  These have been extremely hot times.

Now my idea of a threesome is probably different than most.  While having sex with 2 women seems hot, this is my typical idea of a threesome.

 

Even though I can't imagine myself with a guy or transsexual, I absolutely love simulating that type of play.  I have huge fantasies of choking on a strap-on dildo shoved down my throat until tears are running down my face.

Count't find a man sucking a dildo with mascara running

I fantasize about being fucked in the ass until I orgasm without any cock stimulation (still haven't done this though).  Pretty much any porn that shows a man dominating a woman, I flip in my mind to it being a woman with a strap-on treating me the way the woman get's treated.
      

Now I am a "never say never" kind of person.  I am pretty certain with the right kind of conditioning, training, teasing and motivating that Mistress could get me to where she wants me.  I don't like the word "force", but I eventually could be coerced into crossing my hard limit if Mistress really wanted me to.  She has already done so as far as having me dress feminine so much.

I imagine my training as having to watch certain TS porn instead of any other kind.  Having Mistress tie me down and stroke my cock until I go mad with desire, all the time telling me what her plans are for me.  Making me repeat what she says until I can't think of anything else.  Making me simulate bi-sexual activities with toys as much as possible.  Of course cum eating is also an important aspect of it all.

And now for some images for Mistress and her TS fantasy