Last night Mistress allowed me to skip wearing a nighty but only if I would wear feminine boy shorts and a camisole. I picked out a pair of pink women's boxer briefs and a pink spaghetti strap camisole. Waking up in this outfit my cock was straining against the shorts. I tossed and turned this morning thinking of getting some feminine sleep outfits. I thought about Mistress putting perfume in my nighty drawer as an added mind fuck. I also thought about having to sleep in various forms of bondage. Cuffs, even if not attached to anything, straight jacket, etc. That's when I came to the realization that if Mistress makes me wear feminine clothes to bed every night that I will spend one third of the rest of my life cross dressed. The thought of it makes my head spin a bit. I am so horny that I am still wearing my outfit under my house clothes.
I just wanted to write a quick post about how lucky I feel to have been able to define my issues and move forward with my total submission to my Mistress.
A couple days ago I found this. Normally a list like this is something I can;t agree with 100% and I would edit something out. In this case I feel every one of these things.