Now that Mistress has started enforcing my feminine attire again I am in quite a mental state. Add my chastity to the mix and I am very ramped up. Also, now that I have refocused on living in the moment vs. fantasizing about what else Mistress can do to me, I am learning to embrace what is happening to me as it happens.
This morning I again chose a dress that you are more likely to find at a nightclub than at home or an office. I am feeling very feminine and want to act out in a really slutty and shameless way. What really changes how I feel is the massive bra inserts I am wearing. They are heavy and they protrude obscenely. I have had to tighten my bra quite a bit to hold them in. When I walk, they shimmy, especially in my higher heels. My dress is short, so short I have to keep pulling it down. My head is spinning due to the way I an feeling.
I didn't have time this morning to plug myself so when I get home for work, I will bend over the bathtub and put my large plug in my ass. I will fantasize about Mistress forcing her cock in my ass after I just was on my knees sucking it.
The more I think about it I am reminded of something I have been seeing online. It's called Bimbo Fetish or Bimbofication. I like these 2 definitions.
1. Bimbofication is a type of fetish and genre of fan art in which people are transformed into hypersexualized caricatures of themselves, typically featuring exaggerated secondary sexual characteristics.
2. The process of transforming into an airheaded slut, perfectly happy to be used and degraded.
This is a good example of how I feel when I wake up, loaded with hormones. Between my orgasm denial, perfume, butt plug and my feminine attire, I am yearning to be used and degraded.
Gotta run! Busy day.
This morning I again chose a dress that you are more likely to find at a nightclub than at home or an office. I am feeling very feminine and want to act out in a really slutty and shameless way. What really changes how I feel is the massive bra inserts I am wearing. They are heavy and they protrude obscenely. I have had to tighten my bra quite a bit to hold them in. When I walk, they shimmy, especially in my higher heels. My dress is short, so short I have to keep pulling it down. My head is spinning due to the way I an feeling.
I didn't have time this morning to plug myself so when I get home for work, I will bend over the bathtub and put my large plug in my ass. I will fantasize about Mistress forcing her cock in my ass after I just was on my knees sucking it.
The more I think about it I am reminded of something I have been seeing online. It's called Bimbo Fetish or Bimbofication. I like these 2 definitions.
1. Bimbofication is a type of fetish and genre of fan art in which people are transformed into hypersexualized caricatures of themselves, typically featuring exaggerated secondary sexual characteristics.
2. The process of transforming into an airheaded slut, perfectly happy to be used and degraded.
This is a good example of how I feel when I wake up, loaded with hormones. Between my orgasm denial, perfume, butt plug and my feminine attire, I am yearning to be used and degraded.
Gotta run! Busy day.
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