Yesterday I had to work for a few hours. When I got to work I realized I had forgotten some things I needed. I texted Mistress and she offered to bring me my missing items. When she got to where I was working, I met her at her car so she didn't have to come in. I had intended Mistress to bring a stack of brochures and she brought 2. However she was right, I didn't specify. I was frustrated and spoke in a way that I shouldn't have to her. When she left I realized the missing brochures were not a big deal as she brought me enough other items that I could use. I texted to apologize and we talked about needing to improve my organizational skills. Then she texted me this and you can see my reply.
I hate to admit it but I got an immediate hard on. That being said I truly dislike the cage. It's not a painful punishment, but it's uncomfortable It's boring. It's tedious and makes me reflect. A lot. There are worse punishments, but this one is very easy for Mistress to administer.
We got through the rest of the day, but a few times I tried to hit on Mistress she told me "no" and that I was forbidden to touch her or be intimate with her.
At bedtime we got into bed. Mistress told me I would be caged on Sunday at some point. She also added that I would be be wearing my butt plug, my chastity device, a straight jacket and my 8-inch ballet shoes. I got a hard-on. Not because of the items she mentioned, but because the intends this to be more difficult than I thought she would. I then said to her with a snarky tone "is that all?" For some stupid reason I was trying to poke the bear.
Then Mistress asked if I could be trusted to not wear my chastity device overnight and into the morning. I then continued to be snarky with her by saying "I guess we will have to see". She said if she suspected that I touched myself I would spend the entire day in the cage. I said something to the effect of "if I tell you that is", and then I told her I would be fine. She could trust me. Within 10 seconds I knew that wasn't 100% true. I am in such a state of mind right now, I can't even trust myself. Especially when I am unsupervised from the time I wake up until I go to work. The level of my horniness and submissiveness means I cannot be trusted. I told Mistress that I indeed can't be trusted and that I would lock myself back up immediately. After forcing my hard cock back into my CB-6000 device I left the key on Mistress' nightstand so that I wouldn't be tempted to mess with it in the morning.
I fell asleep until I had to use the restroom at around 2:30 AM. As I crawled back into bed I contemplated the next day. At some point in the day Mistress will likely ask if I am ready for my punishment. I will say yes. She will tell me to go plug myself and meet her down stairs in the basement. I will arrive in the basement and will see things set up. Mistress will have me remove my clothes. I will have to sit on floor to put on the 8-inch ballet heels. These make it so that I cannot stand or walk and that I must crawl. These shows alone cripple me. I will then lie back and slide the straight jacket straps over my ankles and then I will kneel so I can put my arms in it and raise it over my shoulders. Mistress can then strap me tightly into it. Getting into the cage will be awkward as I can't use my hands. I have to use my face on the ground to crawl in. Once in, Mistress will close the door, but with my hands in the jacket and my feet in the shoes, a lock is just redundant at this point. I will be here until she decides to release me.
Then for at least 2 hours I will be left to lie there and contemplate. I have been in the cage in the straight jacket once before, but then I was barefoot. I was able to use my toes to grab the bars of the cage and move myself a bit to get comfortable. I won't be able to do that today as I will be in those ballet heels. The heels also have the effect of making the cage 8 inches shorter. Add to that the straps of the straight jacket that go between the legs push the butt plug much deeper in my ass.
So for at least 2 hours I will be lying there thinking of how I acted toward Mistress and my overall situation. I will be fantasizing that Mistress is upstairs masturbating, so turned on by my situation, that she has to cum. In all likely-hood she will be watching TV.
I will also be counting my blessings that I have such a Mistress. One that will not only tolerate my kinks, but one that will help me grow and train me the way we both know I need. To punish me when I deserve it, which frankly I deserve more often. It takes a very special woman to be able to be mean and cruel to a man she loves, but that it exactly what I need in my life. I just need to be sure to be as sweet and kind and gentle with her, as that is what she needs.
I am a very lucky man to have a firm and strict Mistress.
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