Between not cumming since Monday and MBB ordering me to wear a plug today (3+ hours as I write this BTW), I am in such a mood. I'm horny and fantasizing about some of the more naughty things I fantasize about. There is something about having my ass filled or played with that just gets me going. I am also in a mood to be controlled. I think my recent "freedom" is starting to make me yearn for that feeling of having no say in what happens to me or what I am allowed do. I wish the feeling were constant so we could live a 24/7 relationship, but it's not.
I was thinking maybe on our days assigned together that we are 24/7 and I have no say at all and must follow all rules, but then on my off days I can have the freedom I need. Just a thought.
All that being said, I love MBB very much and really do wish I were more consistent in my behavior.