A place I didn't plan on going

Wow, how crazy the last 48 hours have been.  The most recent questionnaire I filled out was obviously a lot more detailed.  I also answered it as honestly as I could.  With my marriage falling apart, I searched for a lot of the reasons.  That's why everything went to storage.  I wanted to make sure that my "needs" in this lifestyle weren't what killed my marriage.  I pulled the things out of storage in the order in which I was OK with bringing them back into my life.  The questionnaire brought the thing I was most embarrassed/uncomfortable/ashamed of.  It's also one of the things that wasn't going to go away.  I think because of the embarrassed/uncomfortable/ashamed part of it, it's almost like "edge play" for me.  It's also the most likely thing that can cause sub drop in me.  I think because it really is so taboo as well as it goes into deeper places in my brain.  I think chastity also affects me regarding feminization.  That's another reason I fought the chastity device.  For some reason, in the past, the device pushed my brain into majorly naughty fantasies.

All that being said, I appreciate you being so open to me.  I appreciate you even more because you truly seem to enjoy the things I am into.  It's one thing to do what another person wants because they like it, but it's a whole other thing to get turned on by the same things.

I was totally cool keeping those items in storage for another 3-6 months, but an so turned on right now by you pushing me to talk about it, sharing my stories as well as start wearing naughty things.

You are an amazing Mistress!