Showing posts with label denial. Show all posts
Showing posts with label denial. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 1, 2023

Wife Away Day 6

I am my horniest between the hours of 3 A.M and 9 A.M, with the peak being around 6 or 7.  While I woke up really ramped up, my libido waned later in the day, likely because of my unplanned orgasm the other night.

Besides wearing feminine clothes all day, I went through our 2 bins of toys and implements.  I went through dozens of chastity devices eliminating the ones I haven't touched in years.  I put all of the insertables and silicone items in for a quick spin in the dishwasher.  I put everything in a dedicated plastic bag to keep it clean.

while going through all of the toys I ran across our strap-on harness. Mistress had this toy before we met and it's only been used on me.  I got curious if I could use it on her while I was locked in chastity.  I've seen lots of videos where the guy is fucking his Mistress hard while his cock swings safely locked up.  Most of us chastity slaves can't last very long so this seems to be the ideal way to give Mistress a cock that satisfies her need for penetration.  It's also a major mindfuck for the slave.  He is going through all of the motions of intercourse.  He is thrusting, and he can see "his" cock go into his Mistress, he feels all the physical sensation of fucking, but his cock feels absolutely nothing.  A win/win proposition if you ask me. 

This is me



I ended my evening my going to bed wearing another nighty.



Thursday, May 30, 2019

Birthday confession

Today was a milestone birthday for me. Tonight I got a preview of my upcoming birthday sex. I was tied to the bed, teased to the edge more times than I could count. Since I wasn’t able to control the edging and Mistress demanded confessions I quickly found myself making embarrassing confessions.

I confessed to masturbating to orgasm without permission, which ended up with me having my balls excruciatingly smacked dozens of times. I was also sentenced to immediate chastity as well as unknown upcoming feminization. I also confessed to my dark desire to be forced to clean Mistress piss after she pees all the way up to consuming an entire wine glass of her urine. Not because I have any desire to do the actual act (it doesn's sound pleasant) but rather to be forced (or coerced) into such a nasty situation is the real turn on for me.

I also confessed my desire to be feminized more as well as having to wear a chastity device forever other than when the am to service Mistress. I also begged for cruel punishment and correction, the harsher the better. I now have to create my own system for all of my proclivities, to include feminization, chastity, household chores and other acts of servitude. Penalties for infractions include seclusion for hours, electro punishment, cage time, strict and painful bondage and loss of privileges which I begged for all of these harsh treatments. I really hope we can get there.

Marks from last night...  I love wearing her marks...