Tuesday morning I was released from chastity after 5 days for a Dr's appointment. Mistress and I had sex on Wednesday morning. It was the first time we had sex in 26 days and therefore my first orgasm in nearly a month. I am certain Mistress didn't wait 26 days for her orgasm. I am sure she has had many which is a very hot idea of her cumming so many times while I don't.
Prior to being locked in chastity I had been going through a very difficult patch emotionally about work. When Mistress locked me up, an amazing thing happened. All of that negative destructive energy got redirected into my libido, my sexuality and my submissiveness. I was very horny and very such wanting to be under Mistress' firm control.
When we were having sex on Wednesday morning I was able to give Mistress an orgasm before I got to the edge myself. Her pussy felt so amazing on my cock. Mistress told me to cum. I begged to not cum, as I didn't want to lose this horny neediness that I had back to disappear. As much as I wanted to stay orgasm free, my cock really needed the stimulation. I asked Mistress for permission to cum and in a few strokes was able to fill her up with my cum. She was kind and didn't require me to clean her up with my tongue. We got out of bed and spent the rest of the day decorating the house for Christmas and getting ready for Thanksgiving.
Yesterday morning I tried to get a sexual repeat of the previous day. The orgasm I had Wednesday did absolutely nothing to reduce my horniness. In fact, I was even more horny. The chastity and the orgasm reminded me of my place. My submissive soul was released from the anxiety I had been experiencing for so long. I believe that D/s has some therapeutic powers for guys wired like me and this seems to be one of those cases. I was horny and ornery with Mistress most of Thursday morning. Mistress was annoyed enough that she told me she would have locked me in the cage if she didn't need my help. I commented, that maybe that was the reason I was being snarky. She couldn't do much about it. I spent the rest of the morning following orders and helping Mistress get ready for Thanksgiving.
At bedtime last night my libido was back on 10. I tried to initiate a bit, but Mistress was tired and didn't let me get too far with my initiation. That didn't stop my libido. As I drifted off to sleep I realized Mistress and I had the next full 3 days and nights all to ourselves. We had nowhere to be, and nothing to do. My submissive mind quickly started coming up with ideas.
A couple paragraphs below this one I am going to describe in detail my 3 day fantasies. I am writing this to communicate and to get it out of my head. However these descriptions could also be considered me being a pushy bottom. Below the row of asteriks are my descriptions. If you believe this communication is me pushing form the bottom, please don't proceed.
Lastly, I have been bad. At bed time I was so horny I thought about sneaking off to rub one out. I didn't. When I woke up at midnight to go to the bathroom, I was awake for about an hour and a half with thoughts running through my mind. I touched myself The first time I stroked my cock just to get it hard. When it got soft, I did it a 2nd time. When it got soft I did it a 3rd time, but before stopping I took two fingers and rubbed the most sensitive part of my cock like a girl would rub her clit. I managed to edge 3 times before stopping long enough to fall asleep. When I woke up at 5am, I had a hard-on and proceeded to squeeze it and push it around as it felt so good. When I got out of bed I had already planned on writing this post. I knew I would be aroused and had already demonstrated a lock of self control, so I locked myself back up in chastity and left the keys on Mistress' vanity. Apparently the orgasm I had made me hornier.
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Fantasy #1 - The Prisoner. This fantasy involves me spending a full 3 days in much the same way a prisoner in jail would spend their time. Mistress would have me prep everything in advance. I imagine being put in very plain clothes, like sweats or plain pajamas. Mistress would take me to our spare bedroom in the basement. I would already be locked in chastity. Upon arriving I would see a long length of chain coming from the bathroom in the bedroom. It would reach to one side of the bed. Mistress would lock the chain to my ankle to keep me from leaving the room. She would leave me there for the next 3 days. Visiting me only to feed me very plain meals. I would have no phone, no TV, no computer. It wouldn't be fun, but the loss of control would be so intense for me. I wonder if I would try to use my safe-word? She could also change it up. Lock me up as before, but put me on 'work release' several times throughout the day. I would be released from my cell only to be shackled to make her meals, be given chores, made to clean the bathrooms, etc. I might be sent to the wardens office and used sexually before being returned my my cell. Insubordination or doing a poor job cleaning would be dealt with harshly. Time in the 'hole' (aka the cage) or the straight jacket overnight. There are many hot prisoner scenarios online, but the ones over many days are very hot to me. 3 days seems to fit the bill perfectly.
Fantasy #2 - Sissy, Slave, Slut weekend. I imagine going upstairs as soon as Mistress wakes up. I would draw a hot bath and shave every hair off of my body, including my facial hair. When I got done, I would lock up in chastity and I would plug my sissy hole with a butt plug. I would then paint my toenails and fingernails in a color or colors picked out by Mistress. While waiting for my polish to dry I would put on mascara, eyeliner, eye shadow, etc. It's been a couple years since I have worn makeup, so I might need some help. I would then dress in an outfit picked out by Mistress but most certainly something elaborate including stockings, bra inserts, corsets, etc.. Over the course of the next 3 days and nights I would live as Mistress female slave. I would be expected to do chores in any outfit she chooses. I would bathe Mistress. I would shave Mistress. I would dress Mistress. I would give her foot massages or full body massages. I would service her sexually in any way she desires. My cock would be locked away the entire time. My ass would have something in it every waking hour and possibly 24/7 if I can endure it. I would spend incredible amounts of time with my tongue between her legs. I would be using my fingers, toys, or the dildo gag to give Mistress orgasms all weekend. I would spend hours sucking on a strap-on either attached to Mistress' hips or attached to something else if she didn't want to wear it. I would have to put on a fashion show. Ever time I would see my nail polished hands I would be reminded of how feminine I have become with Mistress' encouragement and assistance. Every bit of maleness would be swept aside. Lastly at some point over the 3 days she would take me out of the house fully dressed. We'd take her car as her windows aren't tinted. We might even drop me off in one corner of a parking lot and make me walk to the other side.
Some other ideas I had, but without descriptions. Collar, multiple predicament bondage scenarios I could pre-setup, panty water, shocking dog collar, gay/trans video torture, self prostate milking, online cam, e-stim, sleeping in bondage, frozen fluids, fucking machine, molly, Walmart humiliation, interrogation, bachelor games, iphone counter game, deepthroat, remote control, forced multiple orgasms,
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