I am amazed at how being locked in chastity can affect me so quickly and thoroughly. Juts a few days ago I was super stressed and somewhat depressed about my professional life. Sex, D/s, FemDom, Female Led Relationship, etc. have not been on my radar for a couple weeks. I have felt almost asexual.
Add the helplessness of a chastity device and I am back with a vengeance. I cannot shut off my mind. I have replaced almost all of the negativity of the past few weeks with very sexual, submissive and libido enhancing thoughts and fantasies. Every time I wake up in the middle of the night, I am thinking of some sort of debaucherous activity instead of worrying about work.
My first instinct is to write a big long list of all the things I am thinking, but I am not going to do that. I have a Tumblr page that I have made a bunch of posts to that really speak to me and keeps me from being a pushy bottom on this post.
That being said, I will post one picture as that seems to get me more page views.
Wow!! That is something to strive for.
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