This last week was a good start. MBB had me prepare our dungeon on Thursday night for some naughtiness. I found myself tied to the cross with a vibrating inflatable butt plug in my ass while she stroked my cock and teased the fuck out of me. Between the buzzing in my ass and her expert hands that I have missed so much it wasn't long before I was ready to cum. After extracting dirty confessions out of me, she stroked me to an orgasm... But she stopped short. Too Short. I came, lots, but with no real orgasm. With the plug still buzzing in my ass, she probably could have ruined a 2nd orgasm in short order.
I would have thought our scene would have taken the edge off. Instead all it did was make we want MBB to be more of a Bossy Bitch. I am getting a little sub spacey just thinking about it. I am really looking forward to her doing things SHE wants to have me do or to do to me. I want her pleasure to come first no matter that it means for me. If it's vanilla sex, with or without an orgasm for me, that's what I want. If she wants me to pleasure her with toys, and I get nothing, that's what I want. If it makes her wet to beat me to tears and leave me locked in the dark, that's what I want. I really am wanting to do what she wants. I believe I can find happiness doing things she wants to do and things I don't think I want to do. Just the idea is making me hard. I am in love with my Mistress!