I have been locked in Chastity since Friday afternoon. Self Locked. It's been at least a couple of weeks since I have had an orgasm so I am feeling like I am due. I have been working on my morning routine to make it less about me and more about service and learning. I am getting up as soon as I wake up and am not going back to sleep. I am putting on deodorant and a spray of perfume. My perfume instantly goes to my brain and takes my submission several degrees deeper. The perfume sticks with me all day as a reminder and I truly think it helps keep my male ego down a few pegs.
I have now added a writing task to my morning. https://writeforme.org/task/64d8c1f1953bc100370270a8
It's 80 lines that I am committed to typing every morning before I do anything else. Yesterday when I set it up I had it set to add a line for every mistake. I was making more mistakes than I was getting correct lines. As I typed and watched my lines increase. I felt an arousal but for no reason. I realized I was cumming. But how? My cock hasn't had stimulation for days. I was not hard. In reality, I wasn't even turned on but I was cumming. What was happening? It wasn't a little cum either. I oozed through the holes in my chastity cage and messed the front of my panties. How pathetic!
As best as I can figure out, as I watched my task get worse and worse the longer I went, I saw the hopelessness in what I was doing. I imagined if this was truly a part of my life and not me doing this to myself how fucked I would be. I would be writing for hours. I truly felt helpless and being helpless in a Female Led relationship is absolutely what I yearn for. Somehow it gave me an orgasm. An orgasm with zero physical stimulation. An orgasm caused just by the “thought” of being given a hopeless task. A messy unfulfilling ruined orgasm that did nothing to take the edge off of my horniness.
Have you ever had an orgasm with literally zero physical stimulation? If so, please tell me more. I am fascinated by it.
For those that are commenting. Thank you! It makes my heart skip a beat knowing real people are reading about this side of my life.
I've ruined quite a few orgasms...and plan to do many, many more. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you again for commenting. I have endured many, many ruined orgasms. I've even had a few spontaneous orgasms but they always came after genital stimulation and had other physical stimulation involved when the orgasm occurred. This is my first completely non-physical orgasm. I was surprised to say the least.
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