As suspected, it's uncomfortable, but the discomfort is more than replaced by the loss of control that I crave. It's a roller coaster. I forget I'm locked, things get comfy and I realize there is no strain, my mind realizes I am locked up and I start getting hard again. It's an endless circle, hard, soft, hard, soft, etc. I feel like I have a buzz from the device.
I also find my mind really wandering. Naughty thoughts keep crossing my mind. Fantasies of Mistress being mean to me. While looking for the date I was last in chastity, I saw a lot of blog posts I can't believe I posted. Mean, humiliating, fear inducing, disgusting, painful, embarrassing, but all erotic to me in one way or another. Stupid Libido and Stupid Chastity.
I was cleaning out my x-rated blog list and while doing so had the urge to edge. I couldn't. Thank got me hard. Instead I saved some pics that spoke to me louder than the rest. The first one is the most interesting. I can only imagine what this guy had to go through and it reminds me of how Mistress has been using me. There are cords to an e-stim device, 2 dildos attached to his body, his cock and balls bound.
One well used Franklin. He went straight back into his cage after me using him all night
A Mistress applies a testicle compression device to her subject…screwing it tight carefully for optimum uncomfortable pressure…..She knows that correct testicle compression can assist in delaying orgasm but ensuring a copious spend when a ruined orgasm and reflex ejaculation is finally triggered….She is obviously pleased that she got the pressure ‘just right’ with this subject!
|Waterboarding. Hot and fucking scary.|
|Gag, Plug, and chastity - and smiles.|
|I love his pain and her smirk|
|Fantasizing of mouth rape|
|Nice humiliation. Especially if they are her own. I'm jealous.|
Poor Pet, dripping everywhere. He’s begging for release but I don’t think it’s the right time. -Mistress
|Disgusting. However, thinking about being forced to swallow it is a turn on|
|Good stress position to think about the errors of one's ways.|
|Post orgasm torture|