This morning I edged to the idea of true helplessness. A place where I have no control and no say. To wish and beg that what was happening would stop. To use my safeword and be ignored. Difficult, painful bondage. Being held in a position so long muscle fatigue sets in and the body starts shaking. Over stimulation. Pure sensory deprivation. Being gagged until the jaw hurts. A good beating. Wearing heels for an extended time or in a difficult position. Being shocked until I am nearly in tears. Being written on, marked, etc. Breath play until panic sets in. Caged. Chastity. Cum eating. Forced multiple orgams. Straight Jacket. Ball torture.
Being marked up