Thursday, August 4, 2011

Before my morning testosterone wears off

What a week.  I have been so horny lately.  Tuesday was off the charts yesterday was a little bit less but this morning is coming back with a vengance.  I figured I would write all the stuff going through my head with the caveat that some of this stuff sounds great now, but I will later regret writing.

Last night I had a dream that I was going out to see customers.  I was wearing femme clothes under my work clothes including black opaque pantyhose.  I even had some low heels that my pants covered enough.  Just before I left the house I thought "this looks stupid like this" so I took off the masculine clothes and changed into a dress.  It was an 80's style dress that had flowers on it.  I didn't think twice about it until people were looking at me while pretending not to look at me.  Then I was a little weirded out, but not as much as I should have been.  When I woke up from that dream I realized I had another one where I was different super sexy cocktail dresses out and about, but that's about all I remember.

I have also been thinking about the "remote punishments" I had read in that posting.  It's a good thing I'm not a Dom as I would be pretty mean, especially in person. 

Before bed one night you after a few beers you take me upstairs.  You tell me I am to be chained to the bed for the night.  I mention that I will have to get up and go pee in the middle of the night and you tell me not to worry.  You pull out an adult diaper and tell me to put it on and get in the bed.  You chain me up and then sleep on the couch.  You make sure to sleep in late enough to make sure I have humiliated myself.  (I only read a line or two of this article so I am not sure what's in it )

 You lock me in the cage, but you put my earphones in first and then lace my leather hood on me.  Then after locking me in the cage you put an ipod with audio in it.  The audio is feminization hypnosis type audio or bi-sexual audio or other audio that will either turn me on or push against my boundaries.

I have thought about you making me go on yahoo into a chat room wearing clothes or a gag or the shackles and go on cam.  If anyone asks me what I am doing you make me type a humiliating response or even have them IM you to see what the deal is.  Maybe you tell them I am ordered to do whatever a stranger tells me, and you get to watch it all on cam. 

For a really good punishment (when i don't have Martini) you have me go in the cage as soon as I am down with work.  I have food that I can reach, but I am locked until you give me the password. (I did order locks online they should be here tomorrow).

I feel my libido coming down a bit so I am going to send this before I change my mind.

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