Mistress and I have been extremely busy and Mistress has been sick for over 3 weeks now. We haven't been able to be intimate and I haven't been able to keep my body shaved like I normally do. Yesterday I shaved everything (eyebrows are the only hair on my body). I instantly felt submissive and feminine. I added my feminine deodorant and small spray of perfume. I almost wore panties but decided against it.
This morning Mistress was out of bed before me. I edged myself 40-50 times. The first edge I wasn't even hard and I leaked a bit. Mistress walked in 90 seconds after I was done edging, I almost got caught. I'm curious how that would have gone. While I edged I imagined being tied down to where I couldn't move a muscle. Mistress would then tease and keep me on the edge until I was literally in tears, begging to do anything to get the chance to either cum or to release me. To be driven crazy with pleasure, but not enough pleasure is such a turn on.
Today I also logged my last orgasm which was 3.5 weeks ago. I have only cum 5 times all year. Last year at this time I have already cum 15 times. Since Mistress and I haven't been intimate, I have told myself I would cheat and give myself a full orgasm, especially since my last one was mostly ruined. I haven't done it. I have been very chaste.
So a few more edges before Mistress gets home and some images of the way I imagine being restrained and tease tortured.